feeling now: *speechless*

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

tada!!! tis is the only place i can tok sia.. yeshh.. u got it.. lost my voice. wahahha.. tok is act can la.. but very difficult so i rather not tok lo.. hee.. lalala..

anyway wad i wanna say is i got my FIRST CHEQUE BOOK!! wahahaha.. was so excited ytd lor.. called SOMEONE abt it n NOBODY pick up.. dunno who ar... hee..

k, today gg back hall liao.. aft dinner bah.. testssss, TESTSSSS and MORE TESTSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

i'm sick!!!

haha.. sick is sick la.. but not very serious.. heng ar.. hee..

stop at wed rite.. ha.. tt day din study much too. but ah shi, kok, nana all came over to stay. ha.. i nv really slp until 5+am. then me n gf went over to tam's room to slp. OH n i forgot to say i lost 2 kg man.. only reason i can tink of is my declining appetite. i dunno y ar.. dun ask me. but its SERIOUS when u see i cant finish my food. cos as ah shi put it, i one person can eat two person food. wahaha..ya so thurs woke up cough abit then lunch was ONE pc of honey dew n eat tart.

:( went to play pool wif ah shi for a while then kok came n i left to meet pl, ss and kevin in town for dinner n movie~ tt day so suay la.. first, pl fly me airplane to go shopping then when i took 190 to town, the bus broke down!!! haha.. anwyay thou i was late, kevin was still later than me la.. buta.. even ss came earlier cos he tot we meeting 5. haha.. but i act only meeting kevin at 5. he owed me some gummy worms since last year man.. seeing since he paid i shld take more rite, but dunno y i take like very lil. haiz.. $3+ only lor.. shld have taken more la.. hee.. next we went flash n splash where kevin bought a pair of slippers for 24 bucks. he still said my teva (29.90) very ex. huh!! by then pl reached adi, so we went to get tix for the show later, then walked to ps for swensens dinner. haiz.. i din finish my baked rice.. did u guessed tt? *rolls eyes*

k, the movie was at 935. we watched A Moment To Remember. its so touching lor.. both of them so poor thing.. they loved each other soooo much.. but the gal got alzhemier's disease. but the guy so sweet.. haiz.. dun wan say liao.. later i cry again.. heng i knew i wld cry so i brought tissues. hee.. but wad i din expect was my right contact drop out!! ahhaha.. scaredED me la.. then i quickly put it back. so painful.. the movie abt 2 hours ended at 1140.. by then i coughing real badly liao.. until tears came to my eyes. scaredED pl i tink. hehe.. took the last 174 wif pl n ss. almost felt like dying at the bus stop.. cant believe suddenly bcum so shagged.. called ah kok to whine n got no response. lolx.. slpt all the way till pl got down, reach bl n took a cab back to hall.. *faints*

today woke up heng ok liao.. juz tt the cough is still there. sorethroat too.. sianzzz.. n feeling tired too~ went to work in the nn. nth interesting hap thou. cos aft CNY not so busy liaoz. supposed to go hall prod wif tam.. then in the end also nv go.. so i went ntuc to buy stuff n da bao dinner back to eat.. slackED so far.. hee.. hopefully later will do work.. ha.. gg back home tml also. not gg out tis wkend man.. need to study study study!!!

AAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

EEEEEEeeee... din noe its been so long again man.. i'm not blogging as regularly as i wan to sia.. hai.. so busy.. i cant take it anymore!! *desserts*

well, went for hall dinner on thurs. so funny~~ laughing from start to end lor.. paid 12 bucks for it. quite worthy la..

fri~~ went to watch my SWEETHEART in dancetitude. lolx.. so pretty wor somebody.. my darl came too wif mike, then we went for supper at my hse there.

sat... go bedok sia.. my aunt hse warming lor.. sit till my backside pain.. her hse quite near kevin hse too. near the cold storage.. very small thou the hse. was so bored there too la.. no one tok to me tt kind.. only kevin entertained me thru sms.. =) got back bl at 11 then went to find my SWEETHEART at the kopitiam near my hse again.. ate abit n got home to watch soccer..

...sun woke up tired, then meet pl to go darl hse take car go airport. sad to see her go, but glad tt she's happy. no tears but last hugs n kisses n its till next year.. then me n pl was late. ha.. lucky kevin picked us up at tanah merah station~ poor ss, he reached so early.. wahha.. ate dinner at nydc, saw my pj OG mate there sia.. joann. haha.. still look the same. =) then rushed to watch constantine. so SCARY lor the movie.. covering my eyes n pl one too. wahahaa.. n its disgusting too. the bugs n all. YUCKS.. aft the show kevin left first n me, pl, ss went river ang bao walk walk.. next stop at esplanade b4 heading home. reached home 12+ liao. saw the magpies go 1-0 up then called my sweetheart. toked damn long sia.. till 3+am.. haha.. been ages since i last tok so long.. was gd.. heart to heart tok. hurhur~~

woke up darn tired on mon.. haha.. was late for pool at clementi. then the whole gang came n we went kboxxx. so fun!!! so freaking long since the WHOLE group meet up lor. we were all standing on the sofa n singing. sang so long.. HEEEeee... pl n her frens were there too. in another room ha..

studied till 3am on tues~ woke up panda eyes.. then go work ard nn.. go back home for dinner wif winnie then go back hall n waited for pl to come.. studied again, tis time till 4am..

so tired... woke up at 11+, ate lunch n now is 230pm liao.. k.. gg back to study again liaoz.. sayonara..

I'M BACKIE!!!!

heh.. long time since i last blog sia.. bleah.. anyway, so diff to rem the things now la.. so short n simple recalling will haf to do.. hee..

k, CNY~ wah dun wan to say ar.. everytime i gamble sure lose one lor. ZZZzz.. eat n eat most of the time basically la.. haiz.. BUTAZZZ liao.. :(

then sat (11/2) went for the engine cum hall 4 bash.. hmm.. was alrite i supposed.. music was ok at first then in the end bcum i dun lik one.. eeks.. supped, got home late.

sun, cheongED for my tests on mon sia.. then went jackson hse at nite. watched soccer too. MAN U WON!! haah..

mon, VDAE!! haha.. recieved some flowers n gift. hee.. nice nice.. will post my cute ducky up later. =p but act din really celebrate cos tt day got two tests n next day still got.

WOAHHH.. tis few days was so damn tiring la.. kept studying n studying lor.. haiz.. had like 5 tests in total. FINALLY, today finished all liao! woohoo~~ hee.. ya so now i'm a lil free to blog. wahaha.. got two tests today too. then went to meet darl n her darl at suki sushi. my gf came later. so fun~~ had a gd time! =) well, tml is another good day to slack since not playing badminton liao. but hopefully will do some studying ya.. hee..

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~

fri- went jeri hse to stayover wor..

sat-woke up n go cycling from 11+ to 4. so tiring sia.. but overall its very fun. our yearly trip eh.. ha.. nice nice.. n i saw tis cute guy when we were cycling. s o cute!! sigh.. he was in a car thou.. hee.. aft tt went lil india to do my brows. kinda got destroyed sia.. cos not balance. :( got home ard dinner time. then went to slp at 930 tinking i cld wake up at 11 to watch the man u match, but I SLPT ALL THE WAY TILL 11 the next day!! hehe.. butaz ne.. but i was really so so tired lor..

sun-slacked ard n moved my comp to hall. so now using my bro one to blog.

mon-go sch, aft sch went holland v to celebrate yy's bdae.. had fun! we went to eat 'zhu chao' then the stupid yy, told the drinks uncle he wan 3 bottles of heineken. we tot he jking la, turn out he was serious. cmi.. then left abit of beer we played 'zhong ji mi ma' so suay i kena. bleah.. heng i can drink abit. phew.. next we went nydc, tok n tok till 10+ b4 sharing a cab back. and so funny lor.. first time i take cab the uncle say he need to go refill petrol. lolx..

today-went back bb.. hmm.. ok bah. quite sian some time, but more fun to see my frens than see the tchers eh.. wonder if i'll hav the 'energy' to go back next year. getting more n more detached from the tchers adi.. then went for lunch, go jp shop shop, came home n slpt for 3 hours. wahahha.. i'm pig la.. tt's it.. =p juz now had reunion dinner. first time i eat til so bu shuang u noe. n its not bcos my bro irritate me or wad. its the place la.. a 'restaurant' tt's so ulu at the mkt near my place. then the service so lousy lor. still muz pay service charge?? hmprh.. annoyed eh.. so ex then the salmon 'yu sheng' so thin. the abalone so TINY, prawns TASTELESS, softshell crab so OILY.. only the buddha jump over the wall is nice la. *faints* my dad's like saying next time go rama thai lo.. i agree man.. nv gg back there again. then hor, our dessert is glutinous rice ball in red bean soup. we ate something like glutinous riceballs in plain water? bleah..

WELL... busy everyday as usual.. hee.. wed went sch aft only 4 hours of slp. man u won of course, so its worth every sec of my beauty slp. wahaha.. so the whole day i was trying hard to keep my eyes open. hee.. then was in hall trying to do work b4 gg office to get the van from xian's mum. moved quite alotta things over to my room. thou cannot see much things yet. cos its my pillows tt's the most space taking. xian wanted to stayover in hall tt day so i decided to stay wif her too la. aft moving we went jp shopping!! bought a red top for CNY. ha.. then met darl who's wif kennard for a while. got back hall n had a mini 'hse warming' as ying~ put it. hehe.. tam opened her bottle of chivas regal n we mixed wif coke. ok la.. drank like one cup only so nth much. the fun part is so many ppl were in the room lor.. me, tam, peg, win, nana, xian, stef n ashley. and we did 3 times of yum seng. so fun!! =)

today got no sch, or rather i decided there's to be no lessons. so slp till 9, kicked xian to sch, ate brekkie, did some maths and found RED ANTS in my cupboard!! dot dot dot lor.. haiz.. went to buy baygon to kill it liaoz. so suay.. aft tt met darl again to walk walk in jp n go play badminton! today ok only lor.. so short the time n we got kicked out of our courts. sigh... then brought kok, shi n darl to my hall. haha.. went tam's room too. bathed then me n darl went to meet jingwei at jp. sigh.. always jp hor? heh.. ate crystal jade xiao long bao~~ =) saw lotsa ppl today sia.. ying~ n aida, nan yong, serene (ex-colleagues), QJ, jill (pl's fren), doreen(bowling fren). many rite?? haha..

kk gg off now.. next time weekend no com to play le.. sad.. gdnites!!

*HEADACHE*

sch was exceptionally LONG ytd.. my physics tutor din turn up. WAHHAHA.. no nitemare at all.. wad a relief.. phew.. =p ended sch at 430. was supposed to get the tics to sell for the camp n hall 4 bash at can A aft sch. got there n found out they haven got it chopped at SAO which is like how far away la.. told us 5pm can take. so annoyed can.. i was supposed to hav gotten it on fri, then they postponed to mon, then now change time to 5. cant they get everything done b4 tt? then at 5, they say wait for further notice. i mean, wtf? waste my whole time waiting n waiting for nth? i was rushing to meet my darl la.. PISSED..

finally rushed off to town at 5+ n reached at 6+. ARGHHH.. met my darl.. woohoo~ we went partyworld for a couple of hours. headache sia.. dunno y also.. nv had one so bad b4 tt i cldn't really tok much. was so busy grinding my teeth against the pain. was mostly quiet aft ktv.. i'm really noisy normally. ha.. yeah.. got pressies too! love it. the keychain is sooo sweeeettt.. =) got home n flopped on bed aft toking to pl n jeri on the phone. slpt wif the darn headache the whole nite lor.. can so feel it when i slping, so i guess i din really slp.. haiz..

n i woke up still wif tt headache. was so bad i skipped the first lect at 830. finally got better in life sci lec then aft sch went to take the keys to my room!! ahha.. erm.. then i went to dye my hair.. not very nice eh the colour.. ZZZZZzzz.. not very obvious too. haiz.. hopefully next few days wash le will be better.. cost me 35 bucks k.. then went to my ROOM to clean it in the evening. so tiring!! but its nice n clean now. hee.. anyway, i'm gg off now to go do my hw. n hopefully i can watch the arsenal vs man u match later.. if i watch hor, dun need to slp liao eh.. cos it ends at 6am. sigh... byebye..