Saturday, August 28, 2004
WOOOHooo~ my license is here!! but the pic not very nice eh.. cos i forgot to bring my pic tat day then gotta take one there!!! :( tat's wad u get from being goondu i supposed.. a LIFETIME UGLY PIC for ur license... oh man... but on the bright side, kennard said we can rent a car when darl comes back. how cool is tat? n tis time she'll be the one reading the street directory. haha...ytd got computing test la.. tink i cmi le.. the program can work but got one part i tink wrong.. hope i can pass thou.. *cross fingers* so unfair one lor.. other class do the program so easy, then ours so difficult.. haiz...
okok.. wad m i doing now.. well, i'm waiting for min sin n pl to come lo.. gonna study today. STUDY... ytd we were together too. ha.. went to the mac behind bb to study. like las time 'A's liddat.. so fun.. i did something real stupid. i drew a snake wif legs n ask pl to guess wads the 'cheng yu'. n she got it correct cos she said tat's how she taught her students the 'cheng yu' too. lolx... for the benefit of ppl who dunno, the 'cheng yu' is 'hua she tian zhu'. lame rite?? hee.... n i nv do much.. was helping pl wif econs n end up confusing myself. cmi.. then we two tried to help min sin wif her summary. *wipes sweat*
poor ah mei~ tink she kena chicken pox eh... so long nv see her le.. now cannot even plan to see her.. *sad* rem if really kena, DUN SCRATCH k...
U held my hand @[11:45 AM]
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
hey~ am back to blog.. cos I'M NOT BUSY WIF DATING as wad min sin said k.. ha..mons n tues are busy days in sch man.. but tues i skipped econs lec. ha.. cos econs study b4 le.. so i skipped n spent the time doing my phy n chem tut which i tink is definitely more well spent than wasting my time stoning in econs lec. hee.. was damn tired last nite so went to slp early at 11+. lucky today got no tut so i dun need to do! lalala... =p
today wore berms to sch~ haha.. cos everyday wear jeans cmi. very hot. then it RAINED. ahahhha.. so funny.. anwyay, supposed to go nus nike sale today kind.. then kok said she cannot find/no sale. so we decided to eat lunch n go swensen!!!! eat the topless 5 for only $1.39! very cheap rite? *beams* at first only got me, shi, xiao ying n winnie. then nana came and tam came too aft her driving. saw many ppl there sia.. first saw jt, another of my triplets, then pl and her class came including my kor, he damn evil can.. say i dun deserve to pass my driving. hmprh! and plus some bb juniors. hurhur~ was a mini say 'hello' session man.. =)
then me n winnie went to tam's room to STUDY. ha.. dun need to guess wad hap. hee.. n they're having so much FUN... playing netball today lor.. i wan go too!!! :( oh n my slippers abit spoil, the sole like coming out liao, so gotta put super glue on it since i no $$ to buy. haiz...
lastly, i juz found out tat jans won the HALL KING!! congrats to him wor~ always tot he not bad looking, leon too. sch's good.. learning new things from ppl everyday. kev's colourblind, his dad is working in china too. ha.. then chang yong n gang all band one eh.. dun play play..
U held my hand @[8:21 PM]
Sunday, August 22, 2004
gg out soon wor~ to celebrate berdine's bdae later.. who's gg? berd of course, hee.. me, pl and xiu hui too. yup, xh is back. cool huh~ but min sin not confirm n yl not gg. haiz.. poor yl, her grandpa juz passed away ytd. she's damn sad n so can see she darn close to him i guess. my condolences to her again. nth much i can do but i told her to be strong. hope she's doing good.
starting to think again which is not very good. cos its making me dream n not slp. sigh.. slp alot n feel tired is like shit man. dun even feel TAT happy now tat i've got my license. weird, mayb cos i no car. *shrugs* juz hope everything settle down kind.. wanna stay in hall... WANNA STAY IN HALL!!!!! leave my hse behind n all the crap too man!!! oh wadeva.. gotta be all smiles later. screw all~
U held my hand @[11:30 AM]
Friday, August 20, 2004
U held my hand @[12:53 AM]
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
nervous??? not at all man.. for now only thou. hee....am gg to slp soon. dunno wad to say bout tml also. well, today went for my last revision lesson. wasn't perfect but guess can make it still. instructor said my 'ingredient' is there juz tat need the luck tml. oh wadeva, juz pray for me man..
tml gg office. last min decision cos gg xian's hse in the aftnoon. very long nv go also le. hope mama's leg is better.. gg xian there to study man.. then fri gg to play lo! most prob shld be playing pool bah. again??? heee....
aiya! dunno wad to type also. brain not tinking!!! all in a blank.. guess i better go zzz. all the best to myself!! =p
thanx u ppl... for all the faith u guys had in me. i noe not all of u will read tis. but nvm la.. we noe can le.. i will try hard!!
i'm so scared.. who's gonna hold my hand thru all tis... i seriously hope i'm wrong in wadeva i guess man...
U held my hand @[11:10 PM]
Monday, August 16, 2004
ShAgGeDiLy...having a headache now.. sneezy too. argh... feeling cold yet sweat. :(
watched olympics ytd. singapore won china! YAY!!!!! ronald susilo of sg beat china's world NO. 1! wahahahahhahahhhahahahaaaha..... he is soooo GOOD! watched til 1 plus lor.. so today damn tired sia..
woke up groggily and left the hse in a 'gong' state. went to interchange a little too early so go mac buy hashie. came out n run into xiao zhu!! haha.. long time no see her man.. i saw almost everyone(shifu, mama, honey) cept her lor. finally saw her today.. saw mama too. poor thing, she sprained her knee. heard it was so bad she one week no go work. haiz...
then while waiting for winnie, i realised i was such a GOON.. i wore slippers to sch today!!! cos mon is lab day, so muz wear shoes in case got chemicals. so blur rite... heng today did civil eng drawing so i managed to get into the class. if not muz go make up on sat. phew... sch was ok today, tml's another long day. sigh... 830-630. wad the....
more serious stuff now, been talking to a few peeps lately. FRIENDS.. a word tat may or may not hold much meaning depending on how u see it. but to most i dare to say, it meant heaps of stuff. things tat will never be easily forgotten. things tat hold great importance. things tat greatly affect our lives. who shares ur joy when u're most happy? who crys wif u when u feel most down? i'm so glad tat i've got so many FRIENDS ard me. be it happiness, sadness, anxiety or frustrations, i always hav u ppl. THANX A MILLION GUYS... luv u always...
well, i've gotta admit tat words do not come easily to me. wad i wanna say is, wadeva is said above may not sound exceptionally good or anything, but at the very least, it all came from my heart. =)
U held my hand @[8:36 PM]
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Zzzzzzz...woke up a lttlie earlier today.. stupid modem cannot connect for 2 blardy hours... so i watched gymnastic while waiting. USA was good, esp the twins. tot russia wld be good. dunno y cos i juz hav the feeling tat they will do well, but i'm wrong la.. ha..
din really did any work ytd.. only did computing n the phy quiz. got 1pt out of 2 for quiz. ahha.. tot i wld get zero kind. so yeah.. happy man. for computing, did a not very complicated one but i managed to do the exercise n my program worked! *beams* so later gotta buck up n do at least something. mayb catch a little nap too. mon n tues are my long days man.. *grits teeth* I MUZ BUCK UP!
darl: no other words but THANK YOU. *muacks*
u: chin up mate! its over n done wif adi. i support wadeva decision u make. =) great to hav tat 'talk' wif u, see u opening up n all. things suck but it'll straighten out soon. take care...
U held my hand @[12:26 PM]
Saturday, August 14, 2004
*yawns*....went to play pool aft sch wor~ all kok n shi's fault.. make me kian to go play too. but i nv eat the chinatown porridge!! :'''( cos they no sch n i got!!! but the pool damn ex la.. we din really ask the price b4 tat, so yeah.. had a really great time there thou. laughed like mad at the lamest(got such word??) things lor.. esp kok again, her chou shi muz say.. hiaks.. she ar.. use the pool pole n hit her own feet la.. duhZ.. ahahahhhh.... anyway, forgot wad i wan say liao. sianz... btw i today very sotong, nv go for econs make up tutorial sia.. heng chang yong said he help me take attendance liao.. phew...
and.. my chem textbk came!! my cousin took from her fren liao. but i no $$ to pay her yet. ha.. 30 bucks man... *heartpain* well, i SUPPOSEDLY wan to watch the olympics at 0145 wan.. but kinda falling aslp now. so i figured tat i can always watch the repeat telecast. so i'm going to slp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hee....
also, my hp bill came! #@!#!?#!?#!! 60+ man... i tis time si liao.. wad's the saying ar.. muz go pawn pants or sumtink one.. HAI... i still tot i can go buy the fox jeans... :( money is such a SCARCE RESOURCE...) better FULLY UTTILISE it...
ah mei~: ya i miss u SSSOOOoooo much.. tat's y dreamt of u mah... =p thanx but no thanx man.. i dun wanna tryyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! hee...
U held my hand @[12:09 AM]
Thursday, August 12, 2004
yooohhhoooo~went to slp damn early ytd.. was really PMS-ing man. whole body aching, head felt heavy, felt hot too.. so i din even bother to do hw n juz peng on my bed at 10+. din even reply min sin when she sms me. hehe..
had a weird dream ytd man. cant rem most of it now but the most memorable part i rem was ah mei, yes u ah mei~, cutTED my hair for me n i looked hedious!!!! ahhahahhaha.... goodness.. wonder wad possessed me in the first place to let u do it n it turned out bad! hahahaha... but anyway tat's the only part i rem now. hai.. lol...
so i went to sch ALONE today.. but i cldn't take it so i sms kev n waited for him to go class together. stupid guy took the stairs n climbed 5 storeys. in the end jan came too so we three were together again. haha.. we hav been sticking together alot man. 3 poor souls who are being kicked ard 3 classes. hai... so in the class, wad hap was i was really hungry cos no hav brekkie earlier. my stomach growled real loudly in the super quiet class, n both jan n kev heard it. so paiseh man.. lolz.. tat juz reminds me of the time when we hav lectures in pj n kok's stomach growled so loudly i cld hear it a few seats away. AHAHHAHAH....
saw pl in sch today! hurhur~ she was wif my kor lor.. he cutTED his hair!! eeks!! tok to them for sometime then me n winnie went tam's room to 'study' . taught her some chem, CHEM eh.. hee.. then i got over to jan's room to use his com. his gf studying in melbourne wor~ tat's wad i found out so far anyway. keke.. then we took the shuttle bus to MLT for phototaking n it BROKEDOWN!!! waited for the next bus n took some lame pics. hap so fast i dun even noe take liao.. !#??@?
erm.. went to collect my bus pass aft sch n also applied for my leave next thurs. they better approve it cos i dun care even if they dun approve. lalala...
+Mcfly - Obviously+
Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.
She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.
Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
For cheating
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
he's outta my head
And I never know where I stand
Cos I know I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)
U held my hand @[8:06 PM]
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
ShAgGeD~my short day became long man... aft sch at 1230, nana 'came over' to find us n we met pl for lunch. then i went for driving. driving wasn't good man. thou my circuit not bad, had a near accident n my car rolled backwards on the slope. cant believe the instructor told me my driving not bad in the end. he must hav students tat always drive badly. :S
then went to meet tam n gang again tis time at tis pool place at clementi. poor xian injured her butt when she fell down the stairs ytd lor, so she n kok go see a sinseh. heard it was very painful eh. *ouch* we played from 5 to abt 7plus. dunno how to play man. lol.. tis marks only my third time playing. hee.. but the others all not bad. shld learn from them le. ha..
so sort of rushed home for dinner n to watch the singapore idol!! but hor, today one like not very the funny. only got one banana man thing funny, unlike mon, almost the whole show was hilarious.
yeah... so instead of coming home early n pack my room, i went out n play. so now my room is still in a mess. plus i haven do my hw for tutorial tml.. HAaii.... somemore i gg sch alone tml... mayb i shld call jan n see if he wanna meet me. hmm....
feeling bad too these few days. tiredness.. n PMS-ing too. ARGGG!!! forgive me if i ever was mean to u ppl... :(
ah kok: u can always come my phy lecs on wed if u wan.. since u no sch on wed too. lol... its at 1130 btw. hee... i'm so sure i'll fall asleep in the philosophy class lor.. u haf fun k.. hiaks...
U held my hand @[10:04 PM]
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
aching legs....y muz i start sch on my most hectic day??? hai... sch started at 830 n end at 630 cos got makeup lec at 530. ?#!@?!# tried doing tutorials ytd n couldn't figure out anything most of the time. today went for class, still dun understand wad the prof is toking abt. HAI.... cmi man.. i'm lagging behind like mad. lecs today was ok thou. slackED in econs lec again. hee.. was eating roller coaster n smsing kok n kevin LIM at the same time. ha...
met shao hua to get my eff com text then had lunch at NIE n we went to the bookshop to get textbook. got myself a maths text n wondering if i shld get the phy one. the phy one got two vols lo. each cost 40 bucks eh.. chem text buying from my cuz's fren. which is another 30 bucks. i hope i dun spend to much. dun intend to buy econs one thou. well, the maths bk darn heavy can.. i was like carrying the book, together wif my eff com n computing bks, climbing n walking ard the sch to my eff com class. looked like a total nerd man.. *pui* thank goodness when we went for maths lessons, jan offered to carry my books. so nice rite.. hahha.. he carried again when we went for lec. muahahah.. winnie was so jealous when she saw tat! lol...
lucky tml is a short day. hafta get home aft driving n pack my room liao. no space to put new books man... tink will be slacking today. tml got no tutorials. haha... lalalalalalalalala.......
U held my hand @[7:25 PM]
Sunday, August 08, 2004
heyhey~~
been slacking fron blogging man.. hehe.. so dunno where to start liao. will only talk abt today only ar.. anything aft tues n b4 today will hafta ask me lo. hee... =p
SO, today went to ah man hse n celebrate her bdae. pretty much slacking there as i wld hav been at home. ha.. then aft lunch n dinner(was eating n eating, in bet tv time) i came home. =) tada! tat's all.. lol...
U held my hand @[8:36 PM]
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
sch was damn tiring today.. had classes from 8.30-6.30 kind... ZZZzzz..... have difficulty understanding in sch man.. sigh.. only managed in econs n maths. my classes very messy sia.. only got two guys same as me in all my classes.. we are the three suckers as kevin put it bluntly. hahah... other than tt, i can log in to the webbie liao. so one's down n many more to go.. all my classes got many other countries ppl eh.. all the weird accents ard me, so unaccustomed to.. plus tutors also foreigners...
oh btw, the flu bug is trying to get to MEeeee!!!! i'm getting symptons like sneezing n muscle aches liao.. :( seems like got a few ppl is sick b4 me huh.. poor suanie n pl...
tml got sch at 9.30.. got 3 continuous lectures then aft tt its shopping time!!! gg wif winnie, xy, kok n nana~~ finally gonna see nana aft like so long... =) ha.. act got many ppl in ntu one lor.. but like so many i nv see sia.. esp yl.. nv see her ard since day 1 of sch. sianz...
shall stop here then.. byeeeee.......
U held my hand @[9:35 PM]
Monday, August 02, 2004
homie~~~rushed to blog as soon as i got home. hee... cos my 'suayness' act continued from last week! well, first thing in the morn, i got up the bus n realised i nv bring my ez-link card!! somemore i got up the bus liao, so i no choice but to be thick-skinned n walk inside without scanning my card. then went interchange, the queue for the bus stretched to almost the mrt station there lor.. long rite?? so many buses came tat kind.. but the ppl like still more than the buses cld carry. then hafway in sch traffic jam. *pengz* so by the time i reach late le. plus i cant find the lab. haha.. so goondu of me.. but yeah.. diff place to get to la.. cos ppl came late for lab too, so we finished later n it ate into our lecture time. by the time i find n reach the theatre, the lecture adi hafway liao.. sianz man.. n its CHEM!!! but ar the chem lec is like easier than the phy wor~ haha... went for my first tutorial too eh.. met a few ppl n finally got ppl same classes as ME!!!!!! =)
yeah, tt's abt it i guess.. cant rem anything else le.. tml is another long day man. at least today got two hour break. tml dun hav ar........... k, gg to bath liao.. mayb blog again later. lalalalalalallala......
u: is tis how we gonna talk now? hahahaz.. but i've gotta say u're really a little behind now, little stuff tt are not mentioned everyday snowballs to larger kind.. stuff like, everyday i see someone new or i juz make frens wif. sometimes i dun even rem their name aft asking. hee... anyway, i guess u'll find out when the time comes. haha.. but we are still on the same track, u still do like those pins tt i gave u rite. cos if u dun, let me hav it back. cost me a bomb alrite.. ha... now staring at the com typing n typing, i realised its a bit lame to 'talk' to u here. so talk soon ya... =huggies=
U held my hand @[6:47 PM]
Sunday, August 01, 2004
hey....still the same on the webbie. am gg to call the sch abt it tml. ytd went nokia n buy my hp cover. so expensive man.. n i happily bought it b4 asking the price! it costs 50 bucks sia!!!! :( aft tt went orchard wor.. shopping!! =) well, i finally saw the size tt i wan for the jeans at FOX eh.. but i still dun hav the money to buy yet lo. its not really ex, but i juz dun feel like forking the 60 bucks out.. hai... then me n xy went to chop places for all of us at the food fest. food was ok lor.. cos i go 2nd time le, most of the food i eat b4 kind. so its juz for the fun i guess. talked alot too which is usual for me. hee.. but got some serious talking too la.. understand each of us more le.. hope we can continue gg out when we start sch. dun wanna see our clique disintegrating..
oh n did i mentioned tt i've booked my driving test date le? its on the 19th of Aug. wish me luck peeps!!
today went to one of my cousin's baby's full month party. went to swissotel for thai buffet lunch. posh place man.. din really eat much thou.. only like the fish n pineapple seafood rice. the dessert got many diff types. but i find all very sweet. small portions is good enouf..
tml gg sch liao lor.. got lab session first thing in the morn. life's boring man.. doesn't matter if its work or sch, we still do the same things repeatedly.. hai.. hope joining kickboxing n wakeboarding will add some colour to my life like wad netball did..
ah mei: thanx ya.. cant believe my first week of sch can start so badly. hope i wont suay for 2 weeks like you did man.. or i wld really feel like dying le...
u: did i really made u feel tt way? if so i apologise.. but y is it tt u're always feeling tt way? so.. insecure?? to tell the truth, i cant reg myself sometimes. but i'm lucky to hav frens who keep me sane. i seriously hope our frenship can take the dist bet us. i noe its impossible to go back to wad we were last time. we are both different now. everything's different. but its a good thing. cos we're one step higher on the frenship ladder. we may fall in our journey climbing up but we still made it. if wad u need is assurance, i'll tell u now n wheneva u need me, tt u're my BESTEST fren. sometimes, i may not feature in ur life or all of ur happy happenings, but u noe i am n always will be, there in ur heart. luv u heaps(i hope u do too, =p)
PS: u haven gotten ur dim sum treat yet rem? so dun tink u wan me out of ur life so fast huh? hee..
do u... or do u not... hurhur~
U held my hand @[8:12 PM]