Wednesday, March 31, 2004

bloody blogger so annoying can.. hmrph.. juz realised tt darls' blog din load for ONE week on my side. argh!! sorry babe, shld hav been there..

ytd morn work was really busy.. i issued like 10-20 cheques man. then guy left in the arvo to attend some course. so we two juz do our normal stuff n we finished work at 5. early rite.. din noe we so efficient. hee.. but we do some other things la n finish ard 630. xian went to meet gorilla cos he today gg ns. then i went to 'liu' again. heez..

got home 8 plus n pl called at 10. crap ard as usual then they say come my hse watch vcd on sun. see tis min sin? then i dun needa sms u. hee.. then i called kelson blah blah. tok til 11 plus sia.. cannot take it then i told her i tired le muz slp. ha..

submitted my applic n they say i haven pay!! die la.. i so scare cos nv pay they dun process it. but i paid le!!! how how??? *scaredED*

darl: juz found out the job no more liao. din really ask y la. so let it be la. wished u cld hav gone wif me too..

sometimes i so scare when our telepathy tt strong. cos when i hav a bad feeling i dun wanna noe its gg to be u...

U held my hand @[8:12 AM]

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

kinda like slacking n slacking lately.. or mayb i've slacked away my 18 yrs? my work is getting boring now.. how do i say.. its not like i do the same thing everyday, but its not exciting or anything. guess i still wanna play..

life's pretty relax now, no exams to stress over, only got financial probs to tink of. hee.. getting pay soon lo! yay!! since i'm doing most cheques now, hav a feeling i'll be doing my own paycheck. hahhha...

darl: i'm so rotting here n u're so busy.. been some time since we last chat. sorry ya, its now at the mth end where i cannot afford to msg u le. so u wait a few more days k. =p

how can u say hafway then say u dun wan tok abt it le? hmprh.. tell me tell me tell me tell me............ :)

U held my hand @[8:26 AM]

Monday, March 29, 2004

ha! dad's back wif so many vcds too!! muahah.. was slacking at home ytd till my dad got back at 4? was doing tis 500pcs man u jigsaw wif my cousin. finihsed it in a short time sia.. tink less than 3hrs. i still tot will take quite some time.

yup so aft my dad got home we went to my aunt's hse(meng kit hse) for dinner. blah blah.. my cousin gg ns soon liao.. hiak... then we watched the darren lim n evelyn tan's wedding. sigh.. how romantic.. been watching so many weddings lately. kinda wonder the fairytale wedding will last or not. hm..

juz realised tt i cant really get sick. always is ppl sick. even when i eat suicidal food so much, wan to get sick so much, i dont. ytd rite, drank some red wine, then my throat feel sore. still today, i ok liao. wadeva it is, seeing so many ppl sick, its not good to be sick la huh..

oh did i mention tt my com's gone for repair? saded sia.. i din even noe til i saw my scanner on the floor n the cpu GONE. i haven even managed to save my things inside yet! esp my pics!!! :'''(

off to work...

U held my hand @[8:19 AM]

Saturday, March 27, 2004

back.. really rain sia.. hahaha.. heng nv go sentosa.. but still go the centre there n waste time. hai.. n i missed the first lesson. cos i LATE.. seems like i very li hai in coming late le. hee..

k, got GOOD news.. not really sure bout the details yet, cos is my dad tell my mum n she told me. so it's like very unclear. but here goes... seems like my dad got me a SUPER DUPER good job tt requires me to work overseas for one mth. and in tt one mth, the pay is good n i go about 5 places. two of the places dunno is real or not, but they are AUSSIE n LONDON. sounds cool huh? thing is i've got so many details unknown so i cant decide if i wanna go. but it's like a once in a lifetime chance tt i cant bear to give it up. the experience alone is great. everyone's been telling me to grab it n not let go. i noe tt too. but we'll see when tml comes la huh.. oh almost forgot, my dad say can ask one fren too. yup.. so how min sin? coming?

yeah.. feeling broke real broke.. juz paid 15 bucks for the uni application n draw 200 bucks to put into my driving account. plus hav a feeling my phonebill gonna be high too.. liddat my next month allowance oredi gone le. hai... guess i gonna 'eat west-north wind' for next mth liaoz.. and i still wan go out play! hmprh!!!!!!!!

U held my hand @[5:37 PM]

in a rush now.. cant rem wad to blog act.. gg to bbdc for my basic lessons soon. sian.. whole day liddat wasted. act kelson asked if we wanna go sentosa wan. if not for my lessons i wld hav gone man.. but looks like it gonna rain now. hee..

oh.. and i ate heaty food again ytd.. PIZZA!!!! hiak... then at nite got a mini bbq. yum...

k gtg. chaozz...

U held my hand @[7:43 AM]

Friday, March 26, 2004

haiyo.. acc kena hacked.. shows tt one MUZ NOT tell ANYONE the password to one username, cos the password n username works for ALL. ha.. angry le mah? hiak... but darl is not ANYONE so i supposed there's nth i can do.. heez.. ur LOVE is appreciated. ;P

was busy at work ytd wor.. nv do packing cos y? cos the weighing machine no batt! hiak.. then i went upstairs to work. guess i wont try to be an accountant. cant anyway.. was helping the accountant check the bank statement wif ours then i see the numbers til i almost go cross-eyed. it's really tt serious lor.. juz to find out the TINY errors(like here got one more cent, there less 1000 bucks) muz go thru the whole thing again n again.. spent like 2-3 hours doing juz tt alone. so happy when i cal everything n it comes out balanced! yay! b4 tt was learning how to use the typewriter lor. i tink the typewriter so cute.. i'm supposed to issue cheques from now. but still needa get two boss to sign of course.. i not holding such an impt position yet k.. =p

sorethroat getting better.. secretly ate old chang kee curry puff for breaky ytd.. hee.. heng ar.. gg upstairs to work again today. needa do some typing. cool~ dun hafta stay downstairs n face tt guy.. phew...

darl: din noe i'm ur #1 eh.. muahha.. but u needa change ur timezone i tink. then add haloscan too. or u wan to do tt only when u change ur skin? anyway kinda not free tis week too. so tok to ya next week huh..

=daddy back in 2 days!=

U held my hand @[8:24 AM]

Thursday, March 25, 2004

hey sweetie... muahaha.. hacked into ur acc. yea rite.
juz a lil surprise for u huh...
take care will ya.
juz to publiscise my LOVE for you.

MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

imagine me and you
i do, think about you day and night
it's only right, to think about the one you love
and hold her tight
so HAPPY TOGETHER!!!!
*do the finger pointing dance*

U held my hand @[10:09 AM]

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

really sorethroat today.. normal working day. slack a little less than ytd n i nv pack!! funny eh.. last wed also nv pack. today also.. hm..

nth much to blog, juz trying to tell ppl tt 'hey! i haven die yet...' so muz blog a few lines lor..

gg to slp soon.. darl shld b slping now too. dun tink so much alrite.. always count on me man.. -huggies- poor us is sick.. we two always sick together one.. haiz..

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

U held my hand @[11:00 PM]

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

today sure is weird.. one day of ups n downs all together.. started the day so well, so freaking good.. everything was planned nicely. THEN... SHITTIFIED...

can say for the first time in my entire 18yrs i felt so betrayed n backstabbed. to the whoeva person who noes who she is, sitting on the fence n let the fence poke ur ASS will surely feel the pain in the ASS n lead u to NOWHERE. in simpler words, u gain NOTHING. so y the hell did u do tt for??? hmprh... i'm oredi putting it very nicely le ok. my darl's blog is so much clearer. heng she doesn't noe my blog add. phew.. if not wadeva things i say here, it'll be out in the headlines tml..

anyway, the show was so-so only la. too complex for me to understand fully. but got some parts very lame.. too lame in fact. ha.. then we had ice-cream aft tt wor~ *yum* me n shi had choc mint n belgium choc. *licks* was telling shi tt i see the belgium choc oredi sore throat le. tml dun call me k. hee..

life gets more n more complicated as we get older eh.. getting tired oredi.. physically n mentally. feel like leaving here. to some place where no one can find me... to my fantasyland.. to my dreamland mayb? ha..

U held my hand @[11:28 PM]

got told ytd tt i'm gonna get my hours cut. no longer needa work on sat. happy? wtf la.. y? cos i can only earn 800 bucks a mth w/o OT, w/o off days. less than 800 wif OT n off days. wad is tis??!??! oh wadeva.. i cant contest the decision. xian too.. we two are gg under the knife cos THAT guy is here n he's doing EVERYTHING tt i feel so useless. have a feeling tt i'm reduced to a packer le.. kao.. packed till 4plus ytd lor..

nvm.. do less work n still get $$ also not bad. tink ar i becoming a movie addict le.. last week watched my girl, later gg watch big fish n i wanna watch 50 first dates too!! hope big fish is nice.. =)

darl: heartpain first time when i see kelson injuries tt bad.. not sure wad she noes too. not impt i tink anyway. heck them all.

dun.. tears coming into my eyes le..
u gg back to mandurah? the exact same hse? sigh.. wish i cld be there.. din noe i can read maps so well too.. ha.. then u slping alone tis time wor.. dun miss me too much k. =p

i miss reading the maps.. i miss sharing the car/food/bed wif u guys.. i miss the dressing up game.. i miss fish n chips.. but most imptly, i miss u...

U held my hand @[8:30 AM]

Monday, March 22, 2004

	Birthday Bear You are the partier of the bunch! No matter what's going on, you can find a reason to throw a big bash. You're extremely outgoing and love to show others how to have a good time.
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

U held my hand @[12:59 PM]

ohayo!!

ytd: muscles kinda aching n a littlt sunburn. but we nv play very long la. hope i get some tan thou.. was fun. touching the ball again brings back memories sia.. skills are still there, as lousy as last time lo.. ha..

went lunch at the kopitiam. sit there eat n tok cock. sigh.. so long nv do tt le.. now also not much free time to do tt. anyway then the rest left while me n kelson go pl hse. slacked at her place n chat la. was good, din noe she still feel close to us(or mayb she tells eveybody) n willing to talk to us since we're like practically juz aquaintance(correct?) only. but wif her i dun really feel like i'm toking to a stranger. so in short, i TINK i found a new fren to hang out wor.. cool~

n we almost killed her wif our or rather pl's 'massage' haha... i nv touch her k. i see le oredi heart pain. is pl who did the murdering.. hehe.. luckily mine wasn't serious if not i also die..

darl: feel free to blog here.. dun really wanna say anything. its ur decision afterall. but u're ALWAYS welcome back. at least to ME n gang la. hee.. hope u managed to finish ur work. dun be too stressed. dun wish to feel heartpain two times in a row.. talk to me soon, SOON......

U held my hand @[8:16 AM]

Sunday, March 21, 2004

nth hap on fri.. ytd went westmall take my specs. no one free to pei me.. :( BUT, i saw my BROTHER!!!!! (kelson) :) juz on thurs i tot i lost her contact. then heng heng i saw tis person looking familiar. haz.. handsome sia.. i've always felt tt she look cute but seeing her ytd, i tink she looks even cuter. haha.. oh she looking for a job so peeps, help me if got lobang k.. she younger by 2 years i tink. hee.. can work til june/july.

specs look normal to me now. sigh. i m SO fickle can.. kept wanting to change the frame to other kinds.. anyway cannot change le... hee..

gg out soon.. playing bball at behind pl hse court. managed to ask my bro go too. =p dunno she'll go not. nvm.. getting FAT! muz exercise!!!

U held my hand @[8:50 AM]

Thursday, March 18, 2004

got TRAUMATISED(correct spelling?) early today sia.. i m so gg to be freaked out. scaredED.. sian.. tot i'll go out, hav fun n dun get pissed today. instead i got something else.. kaoz.. wad a stupid life i've got. gonna get nitemares for many nites to go.. where's my darl??!?!

anyway the wedding was quite boring to say the truth, food not nice too. ha.. but the impt thing is the bride is very BEAUTIFUL wor.. n mrs chee's son very adorable!! heard tt not kok??? hiak...

then we went to watch my girl!!!!!!!!! dunno how to describe the movie. i wld say go watch, dun hesitate le.. serious..

aiyo.. today dun feel like thurs eh.. like weekend le. haha.. but tml i gotta work! sat too! :(

U held my hand @[8:55 PM]

morn!! today's the day! congratulations to ms jay wor~

slacking time for me today. but also means no $$ in pocket. ha.. gg out ard 9 plus. meeting them 930 at je. dunno wad time the wedding ends thou.. mayb later gg watch movie. yay! i tink it's gonna be nice. thai movie(My Girl) n got a review of 4 stars sia..

darl: shall not succumb to clubbing man, i'm sure there's other fantasyland to go. hmprh.. tink u having exams now rite. good luck wor~ call me soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U held my hand @[8:52 AM]

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

haven't been blogging for days man..

mon: woke up tired, achy n sick. told myself to make it to work no matter how sick cos my two colleagues leaving tt day.. muz at least say goodbye mah.. then got pissed again by the STUPID qn of who is in accounts. my job almost became a full-time packer cos i pack n pack n pack.. :( yeah said goodbye n stuff then i got home.

tues: haven completely get back my rest from camp so feeling tired still.. walked to work n the fact sunk in. suddenly missed my two colleagues. they WERE the most insane ppl i've ever met at 24 years old. one even juz got married! haz.. lunchtime WAS exceptionally quiet w/o their lame, pointless n horny jokes... sigh...

got pissed again when the DEGREE-HOLDER asked US how to do costing. No. 1, he's the one employed to do tt. no. 2, xian study science n even if i study econs, i hav no idea how to do it. no. 3, HE's the DEGREE-HOLDER in BIZAD la.. kaoz.. i told him EXACTLY tt n he still dare say he cant rem cos he studied it 2-3 years ago. wtf, wad kinda excuse is tt? *fumes*

seriously i dunno wads wif me nowadays. m i getting short-tempered? i keep getting pissed when i dun really do in the past.. tell me guys??

carrine asked me to go zouk again today.. got party there!! but i rejected it. ha.. tis is the 2ND time she asked n i rejected it. do i look like i go clubbing often?!!? i only been there TWICE k.. i so gua.. hee.. but i juz went last week mah.. later my mama scold. act i dun mind gg, cos it gets me outta tis world man...

song from zouk 10/03/04 *winks*..

And she bangs, she bangs
Oh baby
When she moves, she moves
I go crazy
'Cause she looks like a flower but she stings
like a bee
Like every girl in history
She bangs, she bangs

today has juz begun, shall blog another time to update. tml gg ms jay's wedding!! *excited*

U held my hand @[8:11 AM]

Sunday, March 14, 2004

nth to blog act. juz wan to say thanx to darl. dun tink i'll make it tis far without u.. my mum for the hug.. pl for listening n talking to me.. all my frens, cos i truly do appreciate u guys. n sorry to min sin, if i did pissed u off..

life's short, but i'm glad i met u guys early in my life cos it definitely make me feel fortunate to hav u guys ard. =p

U held my hand @[9:18 PM]

so tired.. slpt for 3.5 hours only ytd.. but dun feel like slping.. juz stoning ard n tinking now..

camp was ok. din really do much. cos din plan to do much in the first place la. juz wanted to go back to sch, walk ard n talk to pl.. sorta regretted now, not bout talking to pl of course. the talk was great. but bout gg back to sch. found out things la.. things tt i dun wanna noe, things tt i'm not supposed to noe, things tt i'm not supposed to say, things tt spoil the image of sch to me totally.. i tink wad mr quek said is so true. ' i'll rather keep the good memories wif me than go back n gain bad memories.' it so make me wanna stop gg back.. cos i dun wish to hav bad memories together wif my good ones, bbss yr 1998-2001. i mean how much longer can i continue helping the guides too? i oredi felt the unfamiliar looks from the sec 1s. not much longer i guess/hope. cos i'm feeling tired le...

talking to pl since ytd. both of us got so excited when we talked about our 'guang rong shi' haz.. n we both agreed tt sec sch days/frens are the best thing tt ever happened to us. it so seems like ytd.. our bond has strengthened BUT i wanna do tt wif u too..

as i leave the sch today, i felt tt my time in bb has got to an end..

everything has changed so much. me including.. merlin said 'i like u wif long hair. cos u look sweet.' i was like tinking, 'ha, dun tink the old mag is here anymore..'

the world is becoming so pragmatic. n I HATE IT...

U held my hand @[5:01 PM]

Saturday, March 13, 2004

wakey wakey~~~ got woke up by the phone AGAIN.. damn.. wad good is being a light sleeper?!? cant rem wad time was the call n wad i said lor. heng the call not for me. haa..

oh forgot to say ytd tt my com spoil le.. been using my bro one. but next week sch hols le. tink it's possible i can use? haiz... lousy rite.. nowadays keep having prob one.. i so wanna get a new one but wif ALL my things still intact. impossible? hahaz... sad.. :(

ytd slpt at 12 plus. got online n talk to a few peeps. only ONE bothered to say goodbye la. hmprh... anyway, chatted wif darl.. was good :)

dun feel guilty or jealous.. u noe where u stand.. dun wish to drift apart..

U held my hand @[9:44 AM]

Friday, March 12, 2004

home! today ar.. got pissed again.. tink my life is getting shorter at the rate i'm getting pissed. hmrphh...

nvm.. went out today wor~ meet COFFEE n winnie. winnie treated me to dinner. Thanx! =P bought the book tt i've been toking bout since last year le!! shall read it aft i finish the current one. :) n i bought a top too!!! like it alot man! (for now la..) kok bought the same. planning to wear to ms jay's wedding wif the wrap skirt i bought the other time. *beams*

oh.. haven say got tis service aircon guy come n da shan wif me rite.. too bad i bad mood at tt moment no time play wif him.. he also wu liao la.. tok cock..

darl NV call lor.. i so want to talk to her one eh.. (tis is to make her feel guilty) hiak...

no more le.. shall slp soon. tml gg NUS open hse then go bb camp. sun go SMU. busy!!

U held my hand @[11:52 PM]

gd'day..

shall start from clubbing k. well, was fun, got my mind off things. make a few 'frens' n stuff.. only rem one name jonathan. cos i tink he a bit overfrenly. hehe.. me legs ache so badly til now sia.. smashed a bottle too, accidentally of course. ha.. yeah, din drink much. a few sips from a jug n one barcadi lime. cos y? cos i no $$ n i dun like the taste of some. if not i sure drink til drunk... heng.. cant really see clearly there, alotta ppl. but only a few handsome ones. nv notice the gals thou. hhaz..

so ytd very the tired in office lor. heng not busy.. yeah liddat la..

oh, got another person msg me in frenster. tis is wad he said:
'Subject: hihi'
'Message: u're cute!!! can be frenS?'
eeks!!!

Ah shi: not much hap. juz some small thing here n small thing there then add up together. so tt sec i juz snapped. thanz for ya concern thou.. :)

darl: wanted to msg u on wed but i noe u needa slp. in the end u also got woke up by ur cousin. ha.. saw a few cuties la.. calling me today? our telepathy is getting very strong wor.. cool~ msg me first la huh, i gg to town to get some things later..

kop tis from ah mei too. i know its very long, pls read la huh.. hee... thanx..

Western Grid

3 9

5 8

11 7

Chinese (Lunar) Grid

9 2

5 5

8 1 6

The two grids above are called Numerology Grids. The numbers from Magdalene's birth date - her Gregorian calendar birth numbers - are inserted into the Western Grid in certain positions. Her birth date is then converted into the Chinese lunar calendar, and the equivalent Lunar birth date numbers are inserted into the Chinese Grid, but in different positions. In this way the Chinese and Western numerological interpretations complement each other.

Character, personality and employment characteristics are gleaned from the position of those numbers in each grid, the quantity of each number, and the lack of numbers. Comments on each number (or sets of numbers) are recorded below. Green arrows represent positive characteristics derived from having three numbers in a row (horizontal, vertical or diagonal), whilst red arrows represent somewhat negative characteristics derived from three blanks in a row. Be aware that to read numerology grids accurately takes a lot of practice, and before acting on what you see here you should study the whole subject in much greater detail. Nor should you disregard the profound influence of genetics and upbringing.


Ki System

Natal Year number: 6
With a strong sense of responsibility for her family and close friends, Magdalene has a tendency to blame herself if anything should go wrong, even if it is clearly not her fault. She will work long and hard - perhaps too hard for her own good - and unless she is careful her life may lack the fun, humour and social activity that would force her to be more outward looking. This in turn makes her careful with money in the sense that she will apply funds only to those things that are of the utmost importance to her. She holds strong views from which she will not easily be moved.

Natal Month number: 1
Enjoying periods of time on her own, Magdalene's adaptable personality makes it easy for her to get along with others. She will examine fresh ideas in some depth, rejecting fashionable notions that fail to meet her substantive criteria. For this reason she should study philosophy, or one of its related disciplines. A perceptive individual who needs variety, and enjoys travel.

Natal House number: 1
With a positive approach to life, Magdalene has the ability to work on her own - a quality that will enable her to develop her creative skills. Coupled with her desire to travel and the ability to listen to what others have to say, Magdalene might best be employed as a travel writer or journalist.

Comments based on Western Grid

11

Magdalene is a balanced individual who can understand and appreciate the views of others as well as her own. She can express herself fluently, and with persuasive conviction, whilst taking account of opposing views. This means that Magdalene will get on very well with colleagues at work, both senior and junior, as well as clients, customers, suppliers and external agencies.

3

With a creative mind and a good memory, Magdalene is honest, straightforward and optimistic. She will achieve her aims. She is capable of creative thought, and will appreciate art and music. She also enjoys an excellent memory - a significant advantage in any employment.

5

Well-balanced, with an understanding and compassionate nature, Magdalene is a natural leader who can inspire others. But she needs a certain amount of freedom at work and at home. With a compassionate and caring nature, and with the ability to get on well with others, Magdalene will be a strong member of any team and will provide solid inspiration and support to her colleagues.

7

Magdalene will find life's lessons hard to learn. She will suffer from loss (of possessions or those she loves) before questioning the cause of that loss. It is likely that Magdalene will develop a faith of some sort, and although it need not necessarily be a religious faith, it will nevertheless be something that she holds onto against all the evidence. Potential employers need to find out what that faith entails.

8

Good with details and with a methodical approach, Magdalene nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest. She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Magdalene needs a job that offers variety.

9

Ambitious to improve her lot, Magdalene will constantly push forward to achieve something in her life, yet this ambition will be balanced by humanitarian ideals that will lead her to support causes that may demand self-sacrifice.
[The Arrow of Compassion: the numbers 3, 5 and 7] Over time Magdalene will develop a strong faith and a compassionate view of humanity. It is quite likely that she will enjoy music, or pursue a musical career. There is a mystical quality to Magdalene that may lead her to develop a powerful faith in some aspect of life that will sustain her as she grows older.
[The Arrow of Activity: the numbers 7, 8 and 9] Enjoying the outdoors, Magdalene is someone who will perform best by being busy. She dislikes confined spaces, and needs both physical and mental exercise. A good walk in fresh air is an intellectual catalyst like no other to Magdalene, whose need to be constantly occupied is an asset to any employer.
[The Arrow of Determination: the numbers 1, 5 and 9] Determined and persistent, Magdalene has the patience to wait until she has achieved her goal. She enjoys a progressive and enterpreneurial approach, and as such, will be an asset to any employer. If the number 4 (in the Western Grid) is missing, she will be inclined to lose her temper on occasions.

Comments based on Chinese Grid

1

Magdalene will make some money and enjoy a reasonable standard of living.

2

Magdalene has an average mind, and without the numbers 4 and 9 in the Chinese version will not enjoy a creative existence.

55

With the ability to rise to a challenge, Magdalene is ambitious, determined, confident and full of enthusiasm.

6

Magdalene is family-orientated, and needs a pleasant working environment as well as a comfortable home.

8

In the absence (in the Chinese version) of the numbers 1 and 6, she will be good with money and details. She will be happier if the Chinese grid includes the numbers 5 and 7.

9

Although Magdalene is ambitious, her ambition is tempered with humanitarian ideals.
[The Arrow of Willpower: The numbers 1, 5 and 9] Magdalene is somewhat stubborn and very determined. Holding strong opinions that she will voice without reservation, she will nevertheless reach her goals through persistent hard work.
[The Arrow of Determination: The numbers 2, 5 and 8] Magdalene is patient, yet determined. Decisive when necessary, she will never lose sight of her ultimate objectives. She is prepared to wait in order to realise her ambition.
[The Arrow of Prosperity: The numbers 1, 6 and 8] Magdalene is suited to the commercial world because she is determined to make money - if necessary at the expense of all else. Without the numbers 3, 5 and 7 (in the Chinese version) Magdalene will be a cold and calculating individual who will achieve her aims with total disregard for the feelings of others.

U held my hand @[8:16 AM]

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

FUK IT

U held my hand @[8:38 AM]

Monday, March 08, 2004

sad.. last few days talked so much bout other things i forgot to say i got a new colleague. haiz.. why hai? cos xian will leave me n go upstairs... :( gonna miss our gossip sessions man. n the things we talk about. cant believe i act can talk so much things wif her.. yeah.. worst is i gotta leave MY com to give HIM n my com is the ONLY one downstairs tt has got INTERNET!!! :''( sad rite..

nvm, tok bout happier things. met pl juz now for dinner. she hor, still as cute as ever leh. she ar, eat egg still eat egg white first then egg york. i rem last time we always trick her to look away then we try to poke her egg york. hahah... so funny remembering.. she n her fren(Jill), both like so gullible. i tink she quite nice. a little like pl. hahahah... then she said i look so happy in my photo for my car license. muahahhah..

yeah, guess i'll juz hafta learn to work w/o frens. sigh...

oh, forgot to do tis..

CONGRATULATIONS TO JERILYN WEE!!! =P

tired.. gg to slp soon le.. tml got work.... :( nitey..

U held my hand @[11:36 PM]

Sunday, March 07, 2004

tired!! hafway thru packing my room nia. but spent like a few hours oredi.... :( luckily my bro go cut hair then i can slack for a while. :) juz realised i got some much things in my room. hai.. dunno wad can/cannot throw too. how now brown cow?

then ar i see all my work again, so proud of some of it. hehe.. n memories of sch came back. haiz... gg out for dinner soon but pl haven call yet. sian..

tis wk like so busy but i cant rem wad i gg to do at all le. pek cek...

U held my hand @[6:24 PM]

morn.. stoning n HUNGRY... gg out later to bbdc. meeting shi at the bus stop. juz realised i dunno which. ha... nvm.. still a little groggy then darl got on n asked me physics qns!!! alamak!! got one is approx uncertainty. sound fam peeps?? hahahah....

sian.. late le.. shi's gg to kill me... better zao now.. =p

U held my hand @[9:41 AM]

Saturday, March 06, 2004

tired ne~ the dentist trip was okie. but quite ex thou. n he said i got no decayed tooth!! hiak.. then went suntec for the talks but in the end turn out to be mini gathering. more for me i guess. hee... saw pl n gang, my clique, wei xuan n gang, my pri sch mates etc etc.. so many rite??? ahhahah... yeah now more or less confirm i cannot make it into bizad le cos muz str8 As le.. sigh.. haven go study all those brochures i took home yet. shall do it later. now watching stef on happy sunday!!! *beams*

gg to register for driving tml le. *excited* plus i gg to watch beauty n the beast on ice!! next wkend guides got camp wor. i asked pl to go wif me. hee...

U held my hand @[8:32 PM]

i'm back!!!! five days no update le wor.. hee.. the last few days was like hell to me man. i couldn't bring myself to talk/sms to anyone, not tt many ppl talked to me la.. or shld i say only shi called? hahhah... yeah, cos i decided to be a loner(monk??) n tink thru my 18 years of life. work, home, uni, frens etc.. or mayb i was trying to NOT face the reality n live in my own world til D=day come.

anyway, did tt together wif being SICK n feeling bloated thruout the few days. suay lor.. felt so miserable when i was oredi feeling outta tis world. had diarrhoea n cramps? those two took turns coming at me... i tot i CMI. ALMOST broke down during one of those days. life juz totally sux.

finally the waiting is over. i got the result. not really good. got unexpected results n stuff. now wondering wad i WANT to do or wad i can do. hoping to get a place of course. n seriously pray tt eveyone get wad they wish for.

ytd was good. got result n i called like the whole world. then we went sakae n i got home to talk to darl on da phone. =P looks like she very busy thou..

k, gotta go dentist now. *ouch* later gg suntec for the ntu talks. hope i will decide on something by then.

darl: dun overwork k!

U held my hand @[9:55 AM]

Monday, March 01, 2004

ARG!!! so feel like screaming! the waiting is making me crazy. not tt i wan to noe the results very much. but not noeing when is bloody making me crazy. so fan le.. feel like knocking my head against the wall. dun seem to be able to concentrate much. my mind keeps wandering further n further. sigh..

well, waiting now to see if darl's gonna call. bet she'll be too slpy n tired to talk. rite sillygoose? hee..

anyway ytd went to cut hair rite then i looked down the blk(15 storeys) n realised tt if i wan to die. i WONT jump off from 15 storeys. so scary.. i suddenly feel light-headed then. din noe i got phobia of height.. sometimes i wonder y ppl are still living when death is supposed to be good according to some religions. Why? WHY??

k, shall continue to wait n see if the call will come. =p

U held my hand @[9:25 PM]

tired! today no appettite sia.. first tiem in dunno how long i ate porridge for lunch. stomach bloated. oredi look fat. now worst. haiz..

i so need to go out n play!!!!!! miss doing sports, any sports. netball, bowling, swimming, cycling... n the funny thing is i miss running too la. siao?!?!?? hmm..

n ar.. my bro so ke lian. he sick for 4 days le.. since fri lor, he's been gong gong n slping the whole time. went to see the doc again today cos he no go sch. then tml he not gg too... first time see him so sick eh. i say i treat dinner he also dun wan. .....

HOW MANY MORE DAYS TO GO!!?!?!!?!?

scaredED! scaredED!! scaredED!!! scaredED! scaredED!! scaredED!!!

U held my hand @[8:24 PM]