Sunday, February 29, 2004
back.. my hair cut le still looks the same le. sigh.. but wad to expect.. i only wan to trim mah. ha.. i so dun dare to try those daring hairstyle. scared not nice.. next time i guess. when i find back the courage tt i used to cut away my long hair. hee..U held my hand @[5:38 PM]
cool~~~ i got my specs wor.. not really mine la cos i juz take two pairs home to try. one is gray n another blue. w/o any lens la. hee.. so anyone wanna see juz ask me to bring k. n pls gimme some comments bout it. =p i tink its damn cool n i got wad i wanted. the sunglass frame kind. i so wanna show it to darl now. share my happiness a bit. hee..
U held my hand @[3:52 PM]
tired ar!!! woke up at 7 man.. usual time to get up but not on a SUNDAY!!!!!! hmrph.. then drifted back to slp n woke up a second time by phone call. arg... as usual broken slp at nite loh. sian.. i badly needa SLP sia..
anyway gg out ard 1? yeah.. excited to go out sia.. been working n working n working.. no life man. (ops, sorry darl, dun mean to rub salt in ur wound) hiak....
k, shall keep it short today. chaoz...
darl: nvm la.. i ok le.. u take caer. *smile*
U held my hand @[11:50 AM]
Saturday, February 28, 2004
tired.. been complaining tt i so tired latey. shall do it again.. having so many dreams.. i cant even get a good nite slp. hai...gg to slp soon le. no mood.. had a fight wif mum juz now. kaoz..
cutting hair tml liao.. hope i get a cool style man n find a cool pair of specs...
so sad so sad so sad so sad so sad so sad so sad so sad so sad so sad
so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared
U held my hand @[11:16 PM]
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you still have a heart. Being as
kind and good-natured as you are people have
most likely hurt you in the past but you pick
yourself up everytime and dust off the pain.
You may look fragile but you are stronger than
you think. Life is beautiful no matter how you
look at it and people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. Someday all of your hard
work to make others happy will pay off big
time, not that your looking for a reward. You
truely have a beautiful soul inside and a heart
of gold.
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U held my hand @[9:39 PM]
slacking!!! got things to do but i'm here rotting.. juz realised tt i'm almost everyday working in an air-conditioned office. n my skin is becoming so dry!! i better go do something bout it. *puts on thinking cap* heez..
so bored! how.. no icq no msn.. i only can blog. sigh..... i so need to pee too la.. but the maid cleaning the toilet..
U held my hand @[10:16 AM]
so tired!!! have not been slping well lately.. keep waking up at nite. HHAAaaiii..... yawning real badly now. tears all in my eyes.. :'''( sian ar!!!!!!! i hate it when xian's off on sat. so freaking lonely by myself. dreading work on sats man.. *yawns*
'o's results was out ytd.. i supposed the results improved overall. haven heard of a year where the overall results deteriorates. *yawns* so, leaving how many more days to go ar? hm.. 4 days? to mine.. *yawns*
had things tt i wanna say, but i'll rather not blog it out... dunno where to start too. sigh...
so many things i wanna do.. but have i left behind some choices for myself?
falling deeper n deeper... feeling weaker n weaker...
U held my hand @[8:06 AM]
Friday, February 27, 2004
Heart of Crystal
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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U held my hand @[11:05 PM]
so tired.. my arms are still aching... anyway, went to watch honey wif only xian juz now cos SOMEONE dun wan to come lor.. ha.. kidding la.. NICE show sia.. jessica alba can really dance. cool~ n there's tis black boy who's soo cute wif his afro hairstyle! a pity he braided it somewhere in the middle of the show thou. he's ard 6 or 7 yrs old i guess. i've seen him in another movie b4 one le. it's when he's younger. but i cant rem the title.. if i rem correctly, i watched it wif darl.. hm.. zachary something williams.. i liked the show at the end best. all the ppl got together n danced. then the moves are all so cool..
did i say tt i watched trista n ryan's wedding ytd? its totally AWESOME n SWEET! the venue itself is damn beautiful, plus the flowergals are her best fren's daughter, flowerboy(got such a term?) best fren's son, sitting in a little fire engine somemore!! CUTE! n the cake.. one haf is vanilla n other haf i cant rem.. the cake itself cost 75k oredi.. its so like a fairytale wedding... sigh... romantic.............
oh, haven mention tt my bro is sick hor.. puking like nobody's business now.. eeks..
darl: it's not tt bad.. u ain't got no life.. u're juz doing MAX things in MIN time.. =hugs=
U held my hand @[11:03 PM]
did nth ytd.. darl called thou.. u sound so sleepy! yeah n my com now got a virus!!! suay rite.. so peeps, if my icq send out msg dun open k. cos ALL are virus.. tink i really super suay cos i SELDOM(or NEVER) on my icq. n tis one in a million time i on, i tio a virus. tink i can go buy toto liaoz.. the thing now is i hav absolutely no idea wad to do bout it. ha.. my com is still ok thou.. aiya.. hope i can get a new com soon.. k i late liao. chaoz~
darl: sorry if i sound pissed ytd. i'm sure u forgive me adi anyway. hee.. hav fun in sch!!
U held my hand @[8:23 AM]
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
tired... my arms are aching oredi.. bet tml my whole body will ache.. sianz.. but had fun bowling today la.. so many months no bowl le. bowl like shit k. thou i usually bowl like shit la. haha... lousy score lor. played 3 games, all nv reach 100. so can see how lousy i am la. heez.. n beside our lane got tis guy who caught my eye.. hmm... not exactly handsome nor cute la.. dunno wad made me look at him anyway. ha..not gg anywhere tml. fri gg watch cold mountain(if time permits) wor.. sat working!! sun gg do specs n cut hair!!! yeah.. tt's bout it i guess.
OOo.. continue the new stuff i had ytd rite.. today my tv came. hahhahaha.. n i'm getting the digicam soon. muahahhaha... =p
n did i mentioned tt i got invited to ms jay's wedding??? yippee!!!!!
U held my hand @[11:08 PM]
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
whoa.. pek cek sia.. restarted the com for like more than 30 mins! kaoz.. wtf.. i am so bloody annoyed..today got new printer come. me n xian both spent the whole morn trying to figure out how to make it work. in the end turn out tt we missed out some styrofoam bits inside the printer. tt's y it cant print! so silly rite... but so proud when we made it work! all by ourselves some more. then i got free food to eat sia. got tis otah spring roll sample from a supplier. xian fried it u noe.. not bad too. nice! n in the aft, got ppl come upgrade my office program. but i still find it the same. no diff so far. waste of $$ sia.. but sat got ppl coming down to teach. so it better be useful. haha..
oh forgot to say bowling cancelled today hor? yeah.. postponed to tml le.. nvm anwyay, cos i'm free tml too.. :)
watched tv juz now.. the one on aussie tour.. so fun it looks! chen hanwei n jacelyn tay went caines. they had white water rafting sia!!! (when's my turn?!!?) n also walking on the seabed!! the fish n corals are sooo beautiful.... sigh.. next week the tour is go perth wor.. i wan to watch man..
U held my hand @[10:56 PM]
supposed to go watch cold mountain ytd. but cancelled le. so yeah..
darl called ytd. her first day of orientation sounds bored. KENDO!!! CHEM CLUB!! muahaha..
might go bowl today thou. tt stupid gal ytd msg her till today still no reply. how i pack my stuff!??!?! ....
juz when i tot it's over.. i found him in frenster.. !#!@#!
darl: the phone call sure is not mine rite. hm... =p
wad's the job like? i tink u wait ur timetable come out le then see. cos u still wan join tis join tt. or muz confirm soon?
U held my hand @[8:00 AM]
Sunday, February 22, 2004
I think I'd better leave right nowBefore I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
U held my hand @[11:55 PM]
home.. checked my eyes. cant believe one side increased 50 degrees man! was kinda rush so nv make my specs yet. but got see one not bad. red colour one wor. nv had red frame b4.. ha..
then the talk was boring shit.. saw my pri sch mate too. dun wanna elaborate.. left the talk n eat many junk food for lunch then went bugis. yeah, AGAIN.. so shop here shop there n we went to chinatown to buy MY gareth gates. in loved!! but the tot of wad hap juz now make me so pissed again. as we were walking to the hawker centre, we walked past tis tiny restaurant la. then all the workers inside STARE at me like nobody's business. kaoz.. nv see gals before ar.. i dun tink i'm tt pretty lor. then, not enough. on the way back, same group of ppl, whistling on n on.. i noe i juz told ah mei i dun like it when ppl scold but still, wad the *!! cant stand it lor.. hmrph.. getting all worked up man..
yeah.. got home ard 8 plus. excluding everything, its good to see my frens again. so peeps, thanx for making the day pass faster than when i'm alone. :)
darl: tml cancelled. so u can call.. i'll sms u when i'm home.
i'm falling deeper n deeper.. but i dun seem to be able to get out...
U held my hand @[11:30 PM]
gd'day.. ytd went to work. nvm la cos extra $$ mah, so i went to finish up the 7-11 invoices. then went to ah mei hse n watch vcd. stupid show la the magic kitchen. haha.. basically the two show we watched are not fantastic. so had a relaxed day ytd in conclusion.
today!!, gg out soon loh.. gg to meet shi to get our eyes checked n i'm gonna make a new spec k. ppl say i look si wen in specs. muahahahahah.... aft tt to town for the tok, n we go shopping!!!!! oh, will see nana wor.. long time no see her le.. all's done in town, we'll hav dinner at chinatown where we shop somemore(cds la). yay!!
U held my hand @[9:51 AM]
Saturday, February 21, 2004
home from pj!!!!!!!!!! nice to be back, to see the teachers of course. not principal k.. hahah.. yeah.. saw lao shi! so excited to see her i nv even see mrs khor at the side. lao shi said i looked CUTE wif my new hair wor.. *floats to heaven* hahahah.. she is always so nice.. n dun say i nv say ar ppl.. her bdae is on 2nd of june!! take note k! seriously, its a pity she cant make it for our prom. *sigh*so many ppl couldn't recog me eh. dunno good or bad. n so many ppl din noe i've got THREE ear holes on my right ear lor.. all tot i changed alot bcos of my hair colour n ear holes which obviously is done years ago. ....... shows tt i've got the guai kia look.. muahahaha.. somemore almost all commented on my dyed hair. like kok no dye her hair liddat! hmrph... so far still good la, only mdm koo cant rem my name. missed her 'well....' n 'go home, knock urself against the wall 10 times..' hahahahhah...
then mrs khor sorta came over to tok to us. atmosphere abit the weird dunno y la. heng mr loh sorta rescued us cos he came to say hi. he said he tot we look familiar. ahaha.. anyway, he knew we hated him like mad last time! hahah.. guess the three of us were wishing the ground will open up n swallow us there n then cos we were so embarrassed!!! ha.. the tot of the teasing my clique always hav for me n him. *smiles*
saw mrs koh too! surprised person to see since i wasn't looking for her at tt moment. but cant miss out on her small frame. great to see her man.. brought back memories since sec sch days. wld hav chatted more wif her.. but she sooo busy toking to others. heng i managed to at least take a pic wif her on shi's phone. wanted to ask bout her kid too, but no chance le.. nvm.. good to see her again thou i tink she looked thinner. which is bad since she oredi so petit le. muz be too busy in the pri sch.. hope she's doing good. :D
not only tt, i keep getting reminded bout our results coming out soon tt i get so tired juz hearing it. worst is i juz got the letter from nus giving me my pin no to apply for uni courses.. yeah i noe no pt worrying since its over. so i shall try n not tink bout it. i'm supposed to be the happy-go-lucky gal eh.. ha..
wadeva, i'm gg to slp le. tml might be working, cos i wan finish my work before mon. then i'll go ah mei's hse to watch vcd! very good rite?!? :)
darl: thanx for listening to my WORTHLESS, POINTLESS, MADNESS worryings. looks like everything's good for u. cool~ keep it gg mate! =P
U held my hand @[12:18 AM]
Thursday, February 19, 2004
time to slp! today the hotdogs came!!! heng ar.. if not tonite i cannot slp. haha.. nth to blog thou. juz tot i'll crap a little then go slp. hee.. juz watched MAA for the THIRD time. siao? ahah.. saw stef get award for the THIRD time too. n gareth gates sing for the THIRD time. muahahahah....darl: *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile* *smile*
U held my hand @[11:35 PM]
well well well.. made a stupid mistake ytd at work. signed for goods tt nv got unloaded into our container. damn.. was told not to make the same mistake the next time. i dun even noe y i did tt. usually the driver will ask me to go check the goods but tis time he nv did, so i assumed he noes. in the end... now i still dunno where the hell hav all the 20 cartons of hotdog gone to.. thank goodness my superior say its ok. phew... finally got things to blog on work eh? but i'll rather not if it means i gotta make some mistakes...
anyway.. y so many ppl ask if i got cry on tues not? i so look like someone who will cry meh.. even if got also cry alone rite.. airport got so many ppl, paiseh le.. hmrph..
ah shi: kok sick on tues.. ytd i called, she better le, but still sick.. u better give her a call. tink u guys quite long no tok le rite..
Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you
Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
sigh.. i am so in love wif gareth gates n tis song now.. the lyrics are so nice..
U held my hand @[8:15 AM]
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
mon: went to work, then meet up wif darl n gweny.. stayed over at her hse. the luggage sure is diff to pack man.. we packed n unpacked tons of times to finally make the weight of the bags 29.7kg!! phew.. then we two siao kia walked to the 7-11 to get some food n drinks. i'll always rem how we walked n eat at the same time at 1plus in the morn.. haha..tues: spent the whole last day wif darl...
kok: u feeling better ya? sorry i din call last nite. was shagged..
darl: luckily i cldn't really hear wad u singing in chinatown. cuz seeing the exact words on ur blog sure as hell make me sad now. was glad to be spending ur last day here wif u, thou we nv really did much stuff. i'm sorry if u were expecting something from me. i wanted to act, but i'm not someone who can write/say wadeva i wan easily. still, u noe i'll miss ya. wasn't tt bad at the airport aft all. mayb got so many ppl there n stuff. the fact is finally sinking in now, but i'm sure i'll see u again. enjoy ur o-week. n tell me bout ur uni life alrite?
seriously u so nervous ytd ar? kept biting n biting.. rem the slap i gave u k. muahahhaha... n STOP telling the world bout our kinky session u evil gal...
U held my hand @[8:32 AM]
Sunday, February 15, 2004
home! woke up ard 11. ha.. pig? but i still wanted to slp more lor but i meeting pl at 1 so cant.. then the ms pl is late AGAIN AGAIN la.. she 4eva late wan lor.. cmi...yeah then got to bugis to meet darl, found out berd is there too. ate sakae(again) for lunch. kaoz.. spending money like water.. nvm la.. happy can le.. :) shopped ard then darl followed me to join my fam for dinner. not very weird la, tot they clicked quite well. hor?? yeah n she go aj place aft tt.
kok: tok to u really alot tonite. thanx for listening.. =P
darl: love you
U held my hand @[11:58 PM]
morn!! looks like a nice day today. :) gg out soon.. meeting darl n pl (as far as i noe) only.. then at nite gg jumbo for dinner. *yum yum* hope i can make it for the repeat telecast of MAA thou.. dun mind watching stef get the prize again.. muaahhahaahha... and gareth gates is SSssooo cute!!! tink i'm getting his cd man, since we gg chinatown next wk.. ahhahahaha... my new idol... *dreaming*
U held my hand @[12:12 PM]
Saturday, February 14, 2004
CONGRATULATIONS TO STEF SUN FOR WINNING THE FAVOURITE ARTIST (SINGAPORE)!!!watching the scv telecast of MAA now. one word to describe wad i've seen so far. it's WOW!! ppl, go n watch the tv telecast of it. dun say i nv say ar..
boring day.. not much ppl in office. i so lonely la.. anyway, managed to finish up fast, so i left early, b4 6. no use also rite.. of all days, y today.. cos i no date today.. sigh.. where's my DARLING!?!?!? haz.. ops, she busy dating too. *wink*
tink tt's bout it for today...
U held my hand @[10:11 PM]
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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U held my hand @[8:10 AM]
At romance your...HOPELESS!! Man, you can't get
anything straight but you atleast try right? As
long as your happy, your with your love
right...
What romance are you?
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ytd: busy busy.. was late knocking off. so me n suanie went jp to take cab since we late le n very ma fan to go chervons from jp. kao!! din noe darl was there waiting for cab too la. she said she wanted to call me during tt time lor. damn.. anyway, reached n went to look for kt they all at the arcade. feels good to be inside. its sorta like another world, where all of us were acting like kids. jumping ard, laughing loudly like we own the place. ha.. n we played til we forgot the time, so when we got to the lanes, its very late le, plus no lanes too. in the end we went imm for dinner. noodle hut or something.. not very nice the food still so ex. we spent 70++ la.. lousy sia.. then we go home. reached home ard 10 plus, bath n plonked onto my COSY bed to read magazine. hm.... :D
freaking tired... lousy shit, working full day on a sat! damn reluctant to get outta bed man. knew i cant wake up. so set alarm at 7. woke up at 740! haha..
guys: june say hor, go the opening ceremony need invitation card one le. so i dun tink we'll be able to make it thru the main gates.
ah shi: shuddup!!!!!! ;)
darl: not ur fault tt i so tired. dun feel guilty or anything. is i volunteered to call u wan mah.. glad to see tt u noe i mean it when i said u can sms me anytime. enjoy ur date!
U held my hand @[8:05 AM]
Thursday, February 12, 2004
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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U held my hand @[11:35 PM]
woo~ back from dinner at crystal jade. luckily spent not as much as i tot. phew.. 10 bucks. plus i went to get the photo reprints. 13 bucks. so now more broke than ever. haha.. thing is the negatives still wif them lor cos they wash wrongly then gotta rewashed for me FOC. tml can take le but i gg bowling, so dunno free to go take not..
shagged man.. gotta zzz soon. if not tml i'll bowl myself into the lanes instead of the ball. ha..
U held my hand @[11:34 PM]
OH MY GOD!!
cheking my mail as usual n got a shock. the above describe wad i almost shouted in office. sigh.. making me confuse sia.. hope everthing is a joke..
U held my hand @[11:49 AM]
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
good day, working as usual. today is ultimate la.. usually i open the fridge is me n xian together la. but today xian went home for lunch, n got goods come. so i opened the fridge TWICE by meself! hah.. becoming superwoman liao, arms are getting fitter. hee..went to westmall for dinner wif darl. ah guan sent me there la. he is soo nice can. i dun even noe if its out of the way for him not but he juz say wan a lift hurry up n get into the truck k. haha.. nice guy.. dinner was at sakae sushi!. WOW.. jealous? muaahah.. dinner was alrite la but kinda rush thou n i now a little broke man..
tml may not go watch movie le wor... cos kok got training.. mayb meet for dinner bah.. so i only gg out on fri to bowl. wao lao, so long nv bowl le dunno can make it or not. somemore needa cut my nails lor. *vain* hee.. yeah n i WORKING on V'DAE man.. no date for dinner also.. *sobz* hahah...
darl: u eat jap food very cute can.. i'll always rem the tea incident. ahha.. guess the next time we meeting will also be the last time b4 u leave. take care of urself, use excuse me instead of **** n DUN bite ur nails! =P
U held my hand @[11:59 PM]
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
normal day.. but getting very tired le.. i keep moving the goods from the fridge to pack, then pack le move back to the fridge again.. worst is the doors are blardy(sorry) heavy la.. so busy in the aftnoon.. i typing hafway, ppl call to order, then 7-11 call to press us to collect the returns, then supplier call us to pay them $$ like we not gonna pay liddat. then when we go collect from those hawker, we get scolded! wad the *** rite? blardy hell..Ah shi: working juz suxs sometimes. but it feels good when u see urself finishing stuff u nv knew how to do b4.. keep on gg gal. u can always complain in ur blog n scold ppl like nobody's business. which is juz wad i'm doing. =p
nvm... shall stop complaining. not worth my energy n time.. time to slp. nitey ppl..
U held my hand @[11:47 PM]
Monday, February 09, 2004
Mag, this is what the foods you eat say about you:You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.
You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.
Never one to waste a spare minute, you are a dynamic and active person. You are optimistic and never worry about problems because you're sure a solution will arise when you need it to.
You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.
been tinking.. wonder if i dunno myself anymore or i dun wanna noe wad i've become anymore.. been gg out, keeping myself busy, playing like hell, so tt i cld juz go to slp immediately when i get home.. ok call tt running away. but i hope like wad the above says, 'You are optimistic (i am?) and never worry about problems because you're sure a solution will arise when you need it to.' i so wanna go back to fantasyland like wad darl called or in my dream as i told my mum where in a mth i was living in a dream world.. or mayb i shldn't hav gone... i felt like i'm being thrown down from the place so close to heaven...
need rest so much.. been slping alot on days n very little on days, but somehow i dun feel rested. mayb of the inconsistent lack of slp i supposed.. freaking tired.. FREAKING TIRED.. FREAKING TIRED...
yeah i'm cold n selfish(see above).. mayb it's more frequent than somethimes.. ha.. dun feel like blogging bout sat n sun(see! i'm cold n selfish). sorry.
U held my hand @[8:12 AM]
Saturday, February 07, 2004
gg out soon le. gg devils bar wor.. Man utd ROX!!!!! ;pall peeps: dun be too sad bout ur SAT scores k.. cheer up *smile* =P
U held my hand @[7:25 PM]
Friday, February 06, 2004
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!got 1280 for SAT wor... muahhaahha.. cldn't contain my happiness n went jumping upstairs to tell su an. n auntie tot i won the toto! haha... so happy.. called almost eveyone i cld tink of n are free sia. =P cool~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
U held my hand @[3:33 PM]
Thursday, February 05, 2004
sian.. i dun wan go see doc leh.. nvm.. die liao then say.. *ouch* sorry la darl, can feel u knocking my head le.. =Psad.. i these few days so bored, no tv no com no nth cept rot in my room.. tinking n tinking.. i really very tired le. freaking tired... dun wan to tink le.. i wan to slp.. slp.. slp..
toking to xian ytd, dunno y lead to baby photos. n as usual i tink too much.. i like babies or little kids alot le. esp the eyes.. cant explain properly but the eyes i see make me look at them again.. i realised tt its the innocence in their eyes tt make me look again. n the innocence they hav is something tt i (we) hav lost years ago.. sigh... how good it is to be like a child again.. away from strangers, from the stupid world.. i noe our r/s(wif anyone) will nv be the same again like last time. i've changed, ppl've changed too. nth's the same. time for me to grow up man n i shld juz stop looking back. but i cant help but go down the memory lane once again... cos everything in the future is damn unpredictable n i'm seriously so scared of it.. i juz wanna hid in my room n not get out sometimes...
darl: hope everything's gg well wif u n *. do wadeva u tink is rite.. i noe u not gonna call tonite. but u can sms me anytime(i mean anytime k) tell me bout it soon la. u noe how much u mean to me too. *muackz*
ok i'll cut the bullshit.. shall go slp now..
U held my hand @[11:47 PM]
ytd: yay! got my pay!!!! but i like spend alot of it b4 i even get it le. hee.. smart us decided to start packing earlier so tt we wont hafta do OT so i finished on time sia.. left at 6 lor. hahha.. then went to develop the photos. sian.. need two days to reprint le.. i din noe la so muz fri then can take. stupid.. aft tt me n su an go drop our cheque in. me so scaredED sia, i keep tinking i wrote the wrong account no. hahaha.. i still tink i wrote the wrong no lor. *shrugs*
oh asking ar gastric medi can buy at any pharmacy one or need presciption? ytd kena serious gastric pain sia, almost fainted... (ok not tt serious k ppl. dun worry, juz tell me the ans can le. :p)
U held my hand @[8:10 AM]
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
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U held my hand @[8:25 AM]
ytd: tot i'll get my pay but end up calculating my hours myself la. haha.. so i shun bian calculated my pay. abt 600 plus lor. not bad la, considering i work half month only.. still, i HAVEN get the pay yet. dunno when i'll get it thou. haiyo...
did packing again ytd lor, finally found out y, cos the aunite who's supposed to do it fractured her arm. anyway i dun needa help one juz tt i decided tt i wan to help. first time pack so fast sia, all wan to leave early. ha.. then i left to hav dinner wif my colleagues since one is leaving n another one leaving soon. sigh.. so sad, had so much fun laughing ard in the pantry wif them during lunchtime lor.. gonna miss the lame jokes, horny jokes, open lesbianism on purpose, slping, slacking, malaysian accent.. hai... din noe i so fast so attached to them le.. wonder wads gonna happen when i'm leaving the company. hm...
ok no more walking thru the memory lane, gotta go work now. late liao.. hee... =P
Yan Lei Liu Xia Yi Shun Jian Ming Bai... :'''(
Zong jue de hao lei...jie ju bu wan mei...
U held my hand @[8:16 AM]
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Happy Burfday Ms Leong!!!sun: went mrs tan hse, some gals kinda shocked to see me cos they tot i wasn't gg in the first place. haz.. alrite la the outing, tok more to pl as usual. hee..
then left to go shopping wif clique! muahahhaha... bought a skirt! wad's wif me n skirt nowadays rite.. but nice mah, n cost $16 only eh. but act shld hav cut the price lower since when i said 16, the owner din even blink an eyelid n gave to me.. hai... nvm.. ha.. then went to seiyu n see (*smell*) perfume. ha.. quite like the one tiang bought but i keep tinking its not 'the one'. hmm... aft tt meet up at orchard n i saw xiao zhu but i seriously m more excited to see ah mei on stage lor.. keke.. then had dinner at tis dunno place in meridien hotel. nice food n had so much fun there. laughing like mad, the things we did.. hahahha... n we took pics!!! outside ps there, i took a FULL LENGTH one k. hope it turns out nice. hiak... oh did i mention AGAIN tt i saw tis cute guy at mambo? haha... sadly he's taken.. :p so we left town, kok n shi came over n played mahjong! play til 6 am sia..
ytd: then i slpt like 2.5hrs, woke up n went to meet the gang. siao rite.. but i tot it wld be fun. so tired when i got there. n we went shopping again. haha... spent so much these few days eh.. bought another thing, a jersey top from converse! its soooo nice can. ORANGE colour some more.. for $14. so kinda broke til i get my pay. hope i get it today!! muahahah... cannot tahan sia, i kept leaning on pl n yl.. finally got home ard 8. man.. i cant believe i tahan tt long! so slpt at 9 plus n woke up juz awhile ago la..
now: still very tired, dunno muz rest how many days n get myself rite again. hai..
so freaking tired, FREAKING TIRED of EVERYTHING..
juz wanna slp, slp n heck ALL the things
dun even noe y i bother when ppl DUN appreciates..
U held my hand @[8:09 AM]
Sunday, February 01, 2004
ytd: boring day.. no one date me out.. :( hahahahz.. watched soccer, man u rocks!!! of course is win rite.. 3-2 ar.. muahahahha.....now: sianing also. haha.. waiting to go out nia, so nth to blog yet. putting some lyrics to make up for the lack of interesting news thou. hee...
You're just so predictable
In every way
I want you to know I know your game
It's so unbelievable
how you never change
you won't get away
with loving me
Now that I know your every move
How you gonna hide baby what you gonna do
Now that somebody knows the truth
About you and how you're just so
U held my hand @[8:21 AM]