Sunday, May 30, 2004

very very tired. gg to slp soon. stand for 3 days adi man.. the ppl i see is really typical singaporeans. Kiasu, Kiasi, Kiasai.. wad the hell.. sometimes i get so tired seeing them, i juz dun get angry at all le.. feel so numbed to them..

anyway, dun tok bout them le. tml gg for FTT. hope i can pass. haven study yet. so all ppl PLS help me cross fingers k. really dun wanna do again..

yeah, cant rem wad to blog at all. brain is PERMANENTLY dead. so gd nitey..


U held my hand @[11:36 PM]

Saturday, May 29, 2004

morn.. now is really early la.. cant rem the last time i woke up at 6 le.. eyes so dry, i so tired, muscles all aching.. hai.. din wanna get on one, but i decided to. to check the movie timings for the eternal show. its nc-16 eh.. but cant check la.. dunno is wad wrong but there's no listing for any movie cept harry potter on next thurs.. *speechless* so shi, i so very wan to help u one.. but u still gotta check it for me in the end. muahhahah....

yeah.. so now since my efforts all wasted, i shld 'cheng ji' to blog bout ytd. well, ytd had a bad start. forgot to say my left contacts tore la. first time i tear it eh,, aft like wearing contacts for more than one year lor.. then found out xian is sick so cant go expo wif me. AND winnie(my colleague) is leaving on 31st. which means i wont see her last day since i at the expo. hai.... expo was alrite la. but quite bored there cos not much ppl i noe working wif me.. really meet many diff kinds of ppl eh.. some so annoying too la.. AUNTIES!! N my nail broke!! keep so long one.. :''( good thing is i dun needa eat lunch nor dinner(save $$), juz eat ppl's food. hiak.. but today i adi tot of wad to eat. abalocos noodle!! *drools* hee.. then i got an ORANGE balloon!!! yayay! and aft we finish, the boss sent me home. hahahah.....

ok, gtg bath le then go for tt stupid lesson. *rolls eyes*

U held my hand @[6:23 AM]

Friday, May 28, 2004

wake up lo!! bright n early man.. =) today gg expo le.. first day of the food fair. but i feeling tired sia.. i tink it'll be damn sian there lor.. mayb i can bring my book there. hm.. bringing my bongbong there too. cold eh.. anyway, i dun even noe wad time i'll be there til. 9pm? 10pm? then tml still gtg bbdc for the stupid basic lesson 1 at 8am!! aft tt go expo again. sigh.. spending six str8 days at the expo eh.. hope i get one day off. then can slack at home. hahah..

ya la.. scared i'll be sick eh.. ytd was feeling cold in office so i took out my nike to wear. then everyone stare at me, i was like huh? turn out only i feeling cold. ahha.. but no fever la. juz plain tiredness n cold.

yeah.. gg office first then go expo. boss expects tt, so i gotta wake up so early n go office. anyway, better than i take the blardy long journey to expo n get a numb butt rite. hehe.. cant stop complaining can i? =p

OOOohh.. jeff is LEAVING!!! TODAY!!! :''( in case u guys dunno cos i dun rem telling anyone bout him cept suan who also noe him, jeff is the one n only(i tink) employee of Diadem Trading who rents one office from my company. he came from the phillipines. i tink he very cute lor.. chubby chubby but tall la. n he has a funny accent!! hahahz.. tt's wad make me notice in the first place. i rem the first time i saw him, i tot he's from outside. i said can i help u? he said dun need, i work HERE.hahah.. so paiseh rite.. hai.. yeah, found out only ytd tt he leaving adi. wldn't hav known if i nv bring out the letters to him man. he told me he's leaving today n i was like stoned for a while. speechless.. so i decided to fool ard for the last time n told him not to miss me. hahaha... he told me he'll be back, but i guess by the time i'll be gone then.. but i told him to bring mangoes back when he's back. the phillipines got nice bananas, pineapples(rite suanie??) n mangoes man.. =) saded for a while, n i only noe his name is jeff! nth else i noe. sigh...

U held my hand @[7:18 AM]

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

forgot to mention my butt n leg was aching ytd. its as if i ran 2.4 u noe.. tink tink tink, either i getting flu which is likely cos my bones also feel achy, or PMS is starting SOON. muahaha.. be careful ppl k.. hiakz... =P

went for driving today.. met winnie! ha.. wasn't feeling sharp today so nv see her til she whacked me. keke.. driving was BAD.. got one chop only. i dun een tink i deserve tt. hai.. mayb i really not feeling sharp lo. cos its like i'm too slow n everything. okok, i noe i slow reaction. dun rub it in k ppl.. i adi felt guilty for driving so badly le.. anyway its juz another one of those days la.. so i shall not be annoyed by it like the other time it hap. i'm sure i can take it all in my stride.. grit my teeth n carry on. go maggy!! hprmh..

U held my hand @[11:28 AM]

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

WOAH!!! got a good bargain today sia.. muahah.. cant believe my good luck. saved so much money eh.. hahah.. cant stop smiling since.. =)

basically today was a good day spent. work was normal, but busy. meet pl at westmall for dinner. then saw jingshi n jeannie working at the converse sales. its only for one week la.. but so qiao rite.. cos i only noe kelson is working there. then turn out i go got 3 person i noe there. haha.. n juz now i heard a song on 933 tt's dedicated by one of the guides junior to me! or rather to all ppl la, cos she said all guides in bb. hah! so happy ending.. =)

well, got driving tml. so wont be online too long i guess. needa slp man.. my eyes are DRY.. slp early peeps!

U held my hand @[11:12 PM]

tired!

cant believe its 12am adi.. been trying to continue the personalising of my com since 10. ha.. so many things to do n yet so little time. sigh.. i need more time!!!

went hospital wif mum.. she got a checkup on her knee.. the trip turn out not tt bad aft all.. mayb cos i was at the outpatient ward n so the smell wasn't tt bad. plus it was a bright n sunny place. much better than the ward tt i went to the last time.

eyes keep closing man.. i better finish up n go zzz soon. gotta work tml too. plus tis week got the exhibition n stuff. sure not much time to rest one. better slp while i can.. =)

sometimes i wonder how one can feel alone even when there's lotsa activities ard. but the book has so brought me to seeing it. one can juz step out of the pic for a while n look on like its entirely another scene outta the tv...

U held my hand @[12:10 AM]

Monday, May 24, 2004

hey.. gg out soon to another dreaded place. THE HOSPITAL!! yucks..

anyway, pl came over ytd and borrowed away my digicam.. my baby.. :( take care of it ya.. we did nth much. chilled out in front of the com chatting. then she went home for dinner. mayb meeting her tml. go westmall n walk walk. will see how..

life's getting boring lately. sigh.. dunno y also.. am reading a book now. n it's so in depth thinking, even i dun really understand wad's happening sometimes. n there's so many chim chim words in it. but got one part i understand. it goes like tis: life is losing its flavour, but its worst when it loses its colours after losing its flavour. sounds scary huh.. to see the world u're in becoming black n white slowly..

Close your eyes
Give me your hand
Darling, do you feel
My heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Is this burning?
An eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be darling
I watch you when you're sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?

But is this burning (burning)?
An eternal flame
Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
Of all life so lonely
Then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Oh
Oh, oh

Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
Of all life so lonely
Now come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

U held my hand @[8:36 AM]

Sunday, May 23, 2004

m o r n i n g... went for a run ytd. lucky the weather is good. if not i wont go. haz.. so legs are aching now, n tink something wrong with my right leg ard the knee there. cant put weight on it. if not will feel pain. not very serious thou. i'm sure it'll be ok later. :)

chatted wif cheeyang ytd morn. he's studying chem eng 2nd sem at kl uni. told me he's gg england in sep. so fast rite! n the tics are adi booked! told him i so sad cos in the morn no one talk to me le. haz.. since all the other guys are in camp rite. anyway, if i wan go england for hols i noe where i can stay. hiak.. he told me to go over when x'mas. hahaz.. like i so rich liddat..

din go out as said ytd. rotted at home sia.. cant believe my com got no games(even minesweeper!) at all! n all the while my bro was hogging the internet. hmprh..

not gg out today too. no dates ar!!!! hee.. but got one movie i wan watch la. on tv today at 3. so in the meantime i better start dling stuff into my com b4 tt pig wakes up n starting hogging the net again. ha..

working hafday tml i tink. my mama need to go hospital for checkup on her knee.

mike: i dunno eh.. i've nv been her bf before. haha.. ok, lousy joke i noe.. but mayb u can starting thinking more n talking more sensibly of course..

darl: oh its no prob.. n no, i nv tot tt u wld cry. its too small a thing as u said. yup, told ya on tues my com's back rite. but only can use ard fri. dunno wad to say about my com. cos i still tink its lousy shit. pardon me lang. haz.. but really lor..

U held my hand @[9:40 AM]

Saturday, May 22, 2004

morn.. kinda tired. legs are aching from standing too much ytd.

ytd: went pj bowling nationals at victor's bowl. which is like at marina? yup where ppl eat steamboat there. haha.. so far n ulu for a competition rite? anyway, tis year we broke record. nv win anything at all. kinda sad cos so far at least we managed to win some trophies back lor. muz be cos tis year no MAG. ha..

aft the com, we stayed to play games too. 1.50 per game only eh.. so tempting me to play even thou me n suanie nv bring our gear there. so i used phyllis's ball to play. fun! play play play, become TOTAL chaos sia.. haz.. two ppl were like pushing to throw one turn n tat turn is not their turn! hahahahha...

played till ard 6, we went to eat steamboat! its fast becoming a tradition for pj to go eat aft com sia. i've been like to FIVE diff steamboat stalls there le.. anyways,ate little as usual. i can nv eat lots at a steamboat one lei. hai.. waste money rite. haz..

overall, a good day la, juz stand too much. BUT i saw TWO cute guys n one bung. hiak.. but both the guys younger la. sad ar, whole day go out only see two cute guys. one is i saw at victor's bowl n the other when i gg home on the train lo.. the world is getting sadder man. ha..

not gg out today i guess. no dates. ha...

mike: dunno if u'll read tis. i dunno wad hap n i dunno ur side of story. but u better do something k. fast.

darl: And my heart is breaking
juz for u, juz for u..
And my arms are open
juz for u, juz for u..


U held my hand @[9:50 AM]

Thursday, May 20, 2004

oh screw it.. my earlier blog din come out somehow. so here's a much much shorter version cos i no time le!

got tummyache ytd, only ate apple for dinner. smart rite. diet on the way too. haz..

had driving today. much better than last time le.. got a cute instructor. hiak.. n i saw a cute guy drivn=ing past me. hai.. so xing fu..

n finally juz found a song i heard recently n like.

+Tata Young - I Think of You+

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means

And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

U held my hand @[2:03 PM]

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

howdy mate.. heard my mum say my com will be back today. but i've been like hearing tt for days/weeks. so din really believe tt la.. nvm, i've adi survived so long w/o my com. i wont die juz bcos its not back. hmprh..

went to watch Troy ytd rite... watched the 6 show cos ms say the show very long. woah.. really very long eh.. we watched til 850 lorz. haz.. lucky we bought the early tics and got good sits somemore.. Brad Pitt really is handsome. and his bod is GOOD.. muahahz.. but he DIED!! sigh.. anyway, i tink the show is normal la, not really EXTRAODINARILY nice. but good enough n worth the 8.50 if watching on weekends. the 3 n haf star given by movie critics is justified too. =)

mike: yes DADDY...

darl: SOMEONE said WHO'S calling ytd? =p

U held my hand @[9:24 AM]

Monday, May 17, 2004

i cut my finger!!!! *ouch* :(

U held my hand @[4:32 PM]

KAZBOOM!! here i m again.. sorta got a lousy start today man. :) monday blues..

sat: went bbdc for my final theory evaluation. got 79 sia.. one wrong only! genuise at work k.. hehe.. then went for lunch wif pl ard 3 plus. met kiwi(aka kee hui) at mac! haz.. then on da way home met mingde n dunno wad's his name.. heez.. mingde having his driving test on thurs adi man. then aft i got home, i went for a run ar! ok, wipe tt surprise look off ur faces peeps.. haha.. finally, finally managed to drag myself out to run when i've like postponed tt for weeks. getting fatter otherwise. =p

sun: woke up to achy legs n a rainy day. hai.. then meet ms wanting to watch troy, but turn out no tics adi!! its like ard 2, then there's shows at 2+, 3+, 4+.. but the gal said only got tics for 6! woah.. both of us like speechless there.. so we waited ard for pl who wanted to get a pressie to get to town. AND, i bought meself a pair of RED shoes to make up!haha.. no laces kind. juz slip on. pl was like saying it looks cool. n it cost 20 bucks nia.. yay! =) ate dinner n stuff then went home. on the train met a lunatic sia. kept toking to us, or me rather. haha.. i refused to get down when pl asked if i want to. i dun see the pt of showing tt i'm scared to him. so there.. but they quite worried bout me since i gg til boon lay n dunno where he's gonna alight. heng thing is he got down at je. ha..

today: went driving again. but was like shit la.. did EVERYTHING wrongly.. clutch, mirror checks, turning etc, all WRONG. was almost sulking adi when darl called. ha.. tot who's calling at such a time. but yea, at least i nv sulk. haz.. thanx ya, kinda brighten me up when the sky's kinda cloudy. i'll tok to u later. =) gg watch troy wif ms. darn sure we'll watch it cos i bought the tics le. muahahha... brad pitt is so handsome.. =p

mike: u're not.. can tink of so many ppl i noe who has not been to one too. and ar.. i tink u got it wrong. i HAVEN gotten my license yet? hahahz.. i'm still on lesson no 5 only. but personally i like to go onto 80 on roads but the limit is like 50/70? hee..

ah kok: i noe u wont see tis, but anyway enjoy ur shopping spree!!! =)

long blog today, but patience k ppl.. patience..

long time since i post a song. so here goes..:

+Bon Jovi - Always+

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now i'm drowning in the flood
You see i've always been a fighter
But without you i give up

Now i can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, i guess i'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And i will love you, baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
And i'll love you - always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What i'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, i'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish i was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, i will love you baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And i will love you, baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
And i'll love you - always

U held my hand @[1:54 PM]

Friday, May 14, 2004

i'm such a PPPIIIIGGGG~ went to bed ytd ard 9 plus la.. hahaz.. n woke up trying to laze in bed some more! hehe.. hungry now adi too. sounds normal to be hungry? but i juz ate a cake before coming to work. pig rite? hahahhahah...

sadED sia.. ytd my aunt came n she said i gain weight!! :''( hai.. guess i better do something bout it. game of badminton anyone?? sigh........

yea, will be confirming my place at ntu later.. seems like nus is not gg to offer me. hahaz..

ah shi: dun need to tink ar.. u REALLY got me tt day man.. but tt was good. REAL good tactics.. *pei fu* *pei fu*

darl: yea sometimes i do tt too. when u're alone n stuff, lotsa tots comes into mind rite. any idea y behind my blogskin got some words? the cruise date is tentatively on the 14th of july. cos i tink 21st a bit too late le. now waitin for more ppl to confirm their attendance n all will be good. =) 5 deg is so cold.. reminds me of Beijing.. well, wear more clothes ya.. and good luck for the preso!

U held my hand @[9:18 AM]

Thursday, May 13, 2004

morn!!! guess wad? shi can go the cruise lo!!!!!! tat ***(muahahah) still call n bluff me! hmprh.. nvm.. i'll take revenge.. *evil laugh*

keep tinking i got things nv blog but by the time i get to the com, i forgot liao. hai.. lao liao lo.. hehe..

mike: nah.. i not tt good la.. anyway even if i get license i also no car la. haz.. thanx anyway, i'll hav fun.. =)

darl: ok.. i'll get it if i see any kaiz.. but pirate ships on a cruise ship? hahaz.. take care babe..

U held my hand @[9:07 AM]

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

hey hey~ driving lesson no 4. FUN! but ar, today learnt all mirrors then the instructor asked me to stop, i panic sia n i forgot TOTALLY wad to do. i only rem to move left n stop. ahahz.. so funny.. i was laughing so hard n the instructor too. hehe.. oh n today car stalled once only. yay! then i saw one of my pri sch mates there. so qiao rite.. =)

yayayay... today's wed, weekend's coming.. oh oh oh.. forgot to say i had a weird dream ytd.. dreamt of merlin sia. hhaa.. n i got STABBED in the stomach! scary.. dunno by who thou. but somehow i can feel tt it's a dream so i din really care. hee..

darl: am so missing UUUuuu........ tok soon~ take care..

we are gg to the criuse cruise cruise.. how bout u u u.. u can come too too.. we are gg to the cruise cruise cruise.. =P

U held my hand @[12:40 PM]

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

morn.. how exciting.. ytd went to the travel agency at jp n got the brochures for the CRUISE.. yayaya.. haven really ask anyone yet. let's hope we are gg k.. n so, any takers? =)

forgot wad i wan say le. keke.. nvm, gg to work then..

min sin: thanx. n dun u go worry bout the uni thing alrite. we've made it so far n even if some of us falls behind, i'm sure the gang dun care whether u're a uni kid or not. we'll stick together thru it all n all. rite darl?

darl: was good or rather GREAT toking to u. ended my day on a high note wif things planned out. thanx for everything ya. juz wished u're here too. =)

U held my hand @[9:03 AM]

Monday, May 10, 2004

oh.. forgot to say.. my cousin got into ntu engine too lah!! can u believe it? oh my gosh.. so mayb in two years time, he'll be my junior! muahaha...

k nth else. i juz wanna annouce tis. ha.. bye......

U held my hand @[6:08 PM]

Mum's BACK!!!!!!!!

sat: went to shop ard aft work. bought a little 'something'. but it's a secret. so shhh.... *wink* muahaha... n can u believe it, i wore slippers n berms n guide tee all the way til ard town. ha.. yup then went home n blah blah...

sun: woke up then went bbdc wif pl, shi and xian. soo hot la.. met shiqi along the way. she so rush she din even see me n pl la.. n i FAILED the evalution for final theory! hahaz.. did twice fail twice. cmi.. its really diff thou the qns.. k, no excuses i noe.. but nvm, next week go do again.. =) then grab a cake at jp n rushed home, b4 rushing out to the airport. phew.. rush rush.. yup n my mum brought back so many things for ME!!! got a pair of slippers(nice!), one puma spag strap(love it!), two tee(cute), vcds/dvds(50 first dates!!) and a USB 2.0!!! cool huh.. i din even say i wanted the usb but my dad got it anyway. *beams* its for the digi cam n pics. see how much a surprise can do.. *grins* hai.. but sometimes i feel i've such a good life tt i feel guilty man..

mon: went for my third driving lesson. out onto the road lo! exciting man.. ahahaz.. car stalled three times. got two chops. haha.. it's a good day, good mon, good start of the week! feeling so happy, i so wish i can share my happiness wif everyone.. =)

oh, got one sad news thou.. been trying not to think abt it but yeah, pl sorta confirmed it. mayb its only me but i feel tt berd is like drifting from us le.. since tt xiu hui incident, she nv tell us wad course she got in for uni n tt she intend to appeal tt decision. pl only found out from another fren n not from berd too.. however, guess its juz me.. cos i realised i also haven tell them which course i got in. hee.. so its juz me over-reacting. :)

U held my hand @[2:07 PM]

Saturday, May 08, 2004

aiyah.. cannot say good morn ar.. yup i made it to the com in the office! ahahz.. gg home soon lo. juz waiting for the others. been a good day, lazing ard aft tis. n not only did i got flattered ytd, i got flattered again juz now. muahaha.. thanx nana.. ya ya.. i noe u peeps juz miss me. lol..

oh shi juz told me ntu start sch on 27th jul and nus start one week later..

yup tt's all. k, gtg go home lo!! take care peeps and enjoy ur weekend!!! =)

U held my hand @[12:55 PM]

Friday, May 07, 2004

heya! today's good.. did more turnings n started to change gear to 3rd plus braking at lines. basically familiarising again wadeva i learnt plus some new stuff. but leg very tired one u noe.. haz.. was walking at jp then my legs start to ache sia.. so far so good. now waiting to see if i pass BTT then go apply PDL then can go out lo! =)

yup. forgot to close window ytd then dawn rain sia.. luckily i woke up n hurried to close. if not morn muz mop floor le. haz.. mum's coming back on sun. yay! sun gg BBDC for final theory evalution i tink. wif shi n pl. mayb xian n winnie too. shld i buy a cake for mothers' day or not? hm..

darl: ya.. the car was jerking cos i release the clutch too fast. hee.. no prob. juz checking to see if u're good cos telepathy says u're not. hahaz... anyway, take care! =p

U held my hand @[1:59 PM]

Thursday, May 06, 2004

gd'noon? hahaz.. got to office late. had me first driving lesson! was ok la.. nth much to say. but my car stall two times only!!! haz.. yup tt's all bloggie. its time for lunch!!!!!!!!!!! =p

U held my hand @[12:57 PM]

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MIN SIN!!

hey hey~ gd'day mate! nth to blog today. gg driving tml lo!! first time sia.. *nervous*

darl: sorry hon.. i wld so love for u to go too. but dun tink u can make it.. i'll play for u double time if i gg kaiz.. but they nv say anything le.. *sad* mayb they say say only bah. i'm sure we can go together the next time. bout the archives, dun needa hurry if u not free k. dun fret too much over it. take care, we'll tok soon.

U held my hand @[9:11 AM]

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

YAY!! i got in!! got into environmental engine liao peeps.. so happy... woohoo~ =)

U held my hand @[1:16 PM]

morn.. stressed stressed stressed... yl n kok both got letters lo.. both gg common engine in ntu. haz, classmates.. stupid me still waiting for the letter box key. ....

right hand aching from bowling on sun can u believe it.. not as bad as usual thou. so its still ok. sian ar.. its only the start of the week. how come wkends only 2 days n wkdays got 5? muz balance mah.. 3, 4 sounds better rite? hurhur~

ah.. boring day.. cant wait to watch kill bill 2 soon. been spending $$ as usual. cannot, better save man.. hey peeps, is the cruise still on? i super wan to go eh.. pls.... =)

oh n saw xuemin ytd. pretty lass ar.. very thin too. yup, tat's all. buai..........

suanie: OI PSA!! can u like take out my add from ur blog? i'll appreciate tt. =)

darl: its i will be here for you by michael w smith. very nice i tink. wad group is tt? eeks.. wad she tink she doing? tell him lo.. mayb he'll understand like he always do.. dun worry, i'm sure he'll compose something like my song out for u. u noe how well i compose things la, so i better stick to copying songs. haz.. n ar, i noe u very busy n stuff, but if got time can u like fix back my archive? thanx a lot. =huggies= love ya! muacks..

U held my hand @[9:31 AM]

Monday, May 03, 2004

am gg home soon but forgot to put tis juz now. heez.. for u, u and u. =p so here it is..

when you feel the sunlight
Fade into the cold night
Don't know where to turn
I don't know where to turn
And all the dreams you're dreaming
Seem to lose their meaning
Let me in your world
Baby, let me in your world
All you need is someone you can hold
Don't be sad, you're not alone

I will be here for you
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night
I'll shine a light for you

Somewhere in the night
I'll be standing by
I will be here for you

In this world of strangers
Of cold unfriendly faces
Someone you can trust
Oh there's someone you can trust
I will be your shelter
I'll give you my shoulder
Just reach out for my love
Reach out for my love
Call my name and my heart will hear
I will be there, there's nothing to fear

U held my hand @[6:11 PM]

backie!! first day of the week!

sat: well, went to watch 'jiu ming' wif ah shi, kok n winnie at lido, STUPID show la. thanx shi for recommending such a WONDERFUL show. n dun EVER watch any show ah shi saw muz watch k. muahhaa... oh, we nv go to the arcade!!! *sadz* anyway, act went ps at first n saw fan wenjun n kiat boon. haha.. they mean ar, say i always go clubbing wif carrine. hmrph! since when.. *yuan wang* then we went heeren sakae to celebrate ah mei's bdae! had fun!! tink i was laughing til full la.. n WINNIE ONG spilled HOT tea on MY HAND. anybody planning a revenge for me? hahaz..

sun: woke up at 630!! sent mama to airport. always n still hate tt place.. but no choice gotta go n next sun also muz go to fetch mama back. haiz... anyway, got home ard 11 plus n KO on bed. a few interruptions n i woke up ard 1 to go bowling! three siao kia, n i got a new nickname. its SUMO SAN, or thin sumo la. hahaz.. got home n make dinner for myself. then i realised i dun hav the letter box key!!! darn.. n tis week is the start of the second batch for uni places! damn! feeling helpless is definitely not fun.. but cept tt, everything's ok. n i'm having my first driving lesson on thurs!! then fri got second lesson. yay! =)

k, gtg go work now.. need to wash clothes tonite. :( bye!!!

U held my hand @[9:25 AM]