Monday, June 21, 2004

tired.. juz got home n finished bathing haf an hour ago..

had driving today.. was ok la.. car stalled lotsa times thou. drove in the circuit today, very slow man the speed.. like tortise.. but was good. fine tuned my driving n all. so was happy wif today. found out some mistakes tt i make unknowningly too. next lesson is on thurs. gg on the stimulator too. haha.. heard tt its very stupid.. lol..

then went to work. slacking again today.. cos su an got nth to do then she helped me file invoice, so i got nth to do lo.. haha.. then we went yum cha to celebrate gu gu's(xian's aunt act, juz tt i called her tt too) bdae!! woah.. spent lots today man! the dinner alone cost me 46 bucks!! oh man! but considering the food we ate, its kinda expected.. we ate lobster salad, chilli crab n steamed fish to name a few. WOAH rite.. but now heartpain adi.. hai...

oh yeah.. ytd recieved news tt one of my relative commited suicide(hanged himself). sigh.. dunno wad to say.. not close at all relative n i dun even rem seeing him b4 la, so its like i wasn't really affected(cold-blooded?) but juz tt i tink its sad. he's like only 26 years old lor..

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

U held my hand @[11:38 PM]