Friday, April 30, 2004

am gg home soon. some last words b4 next week. haz.. nah, juz wanna say most prob wont be online tis weekend unless miraculously my com come back la. hahaa.. today dunno y super high n lame. hm.. mayb cos its the weekend n i'm gg out! =p anyway, cya guys tml!! =)

U held my hand @[5:49 PM]

morn bloggie!! yay! today's FRIDAY!!!!! and also the last day of the month! *$$* haz.. feeling soo good.. lalala..

anyway, was on my way to work juz now when i heard tis song by mayday. made me rem tt time we were at the arcade, frantically(or professionally ;p) hitting the keys to the rhythm of songs by mayday, elva, stef etc.. hahaz.. laughing madly at ourselves too. rem tis peeps? brings a smile to me face today. =p thanx for the memories, ah shi, ah mei, ah kok, winnie and nana.. miss u guys!! =)

been dreaming alot these days.. hm.. make me so unrested. but nvm, ytd or rather tis morn, i dreamt abt my pri sch ppl! ahhaz.. confidential thou. muahahha...

today got no plans too.. tml gg out! yayayayay... watching the movies again lo!! but tink we watching 50 first dates again. i dun mind thou. =p gonna be broke, but all in the name of fun. so I DUN CARE. *beams* and sun aft sending my mama off, will be gg to bowl wif kt n others. how exciting!

darl: i watched 50 first dates!! pls listen ATTENTIVELY kaiz.. ahaz.. joking la.. n me not sick le, juz a little block nose. dun worry k.. n yeah, be an INDIVIDUAL. cut ur own hair!! hee.. nvm la, when u free then call lo.. =) take care ar.. miss u heaps..

U held my hand @[10:28 AM]

Thursday, April 29, 2004

Aloha!!! fourth day tt my legs are aching le.. but nvm, its getting better. today got no plans SO FAR. haz.. gg home str8 aft work.. gonna watch the tv from 7. last episode for 'lie huo xiong xin 2'.. second last for 'fei yi ban mama'. MUZ watch..

WAH.. toking bout ytd rite, tt movie darn nice can.. so funny, thou the jokes are crude at times. but I LIKE.. HAHAAHAHz... cant rem the last time i laughed till tears came into my eyes. whole cinema was roaring wif laughter man. n i'm SoOoo in luuvvvvvv wif the soundtrack!! nice sia.. *sigh blissfully* oh, n i told yl lucys' dad looks like geoff! hahah...

well, watched the movie wif xh, ms, pl n yl.. last time wif xh le cos she gg back on mon. but she said she'll be back in aug. so till aug then.. :) all the best to her!

and did i mentioned ytd tt i drew out 1000 bucks on tues? the thick stack of 50 bucks notes sure feel good in my wallet. had difficulty closing the wallet sia.. BUT, the money soon went into my driving account n my wallet shrinked.. HAaaiiizz... so u guys can guess how poor i am now.. :( was telling pl how much i cant bear to part wif the money.. haz.. luckily, its the time of the month again.. not wad u guys tink la.. haha.. but its time to get paid lo!! =p

k gtg work liaoz. very busy last two days of the month. muz go cal my pay. muahahha... chaoz~

Do you wanna go
Straight to hawaii
(hawaii) hawaii (hawaii)
Straight to hawaii (hawaii, hawaii)
Oh do (honolulu, waikiki) you wanna come along with me
(do you wanna come along with me)


U held my hand @[9:10 AM]

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

GOoood Morn!!!!! in office again aft one day of slacking. haz.. k la shall not say slacking.. =)

was still ok aft blogging on mon but by the time i got home. i got kinda bad. started shivering on me bed n feeling hot. hah! contradicting gal rite. hm.. felt so miserable tt nite. *sad* ya then i slpt early at 10. thanx ah shi n ah kok for ya concern. =) ah shi also muz take care k. told su an i too sick go work on tues so i told her i not gg. then woke up on tues feeling ok cept body aching reeaaalll bad. haha.. shld hav gone to work. later no $$. sigh.. anyway got up n tested my legs which felt ok. then at nite met pl go BBDC for BTT. was there then feel my legs turn to jelly la, felt so wobbly can.. then throughout wif pl i was complaining n complaining tt my legs so darn achy. haz..

today feeling good. but achy nevertheless. meeting thee gang for movie later!! yay! *beams* plus i found out tt kill bill 2 is m18!! which means i can watch! muahahhah....

darl: cool bananas. i'll hear u soon then. =)

U held my hand @[8:55 AM]

Monday, April 26, 2004

morn.. in office oredi. came early today.. cos i wanna go home early. feeling a little uncomfy.

nth much to say for past few days. sat went ntu for tea. was alrite. ytd went imm for dim sum again. yeah. kinda sick of there le. n ar, ya, i am now SICK AGAIN.. kena flu again. muz be the office, full of sick viruses.. so had normal symptons of flu, aching bod, n sneezing fits cum sore throat. hai.. y everytime i gg bbdc for test muz sick one? nvm, i will pass the test!!

yeah n ytd was so darn pissed. cos (shall not swear cos liddat also scold my mum) tt *#!*#!@ bro of mine locked the com wif some blardy security thing n refused to let me access it. like i wan use his com liddat. if my com's not spoilt wld i use his? kaoz.. anyway, fine lor if i cant use it, i'll juz wait for my to come back. hmprh!

ya, so ytd was feeling miserable at home.. then at nite ah shi told me she sick too. hahaz.. yup, so we two muz drink lotsa water n rest. luckily tis time round my voice still sound normal. or shld i say for NOW only. ha..

darl's coming back today not to sg i mean but from mandurah.. haz.. anyway from wad i noe, she's having lotsa fun. so everything's cool~ =) miss u heaps!!

ya, gtg go work le, slack enough liao. tata~ =p

U held my hand @[9:01 AM]

Saturday, April 24, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MEI~!!!

U held my hand @[9:53 PM]

Friday, April 23, 2004

morn!! tink the com agar agar muz be ok lo cos i can use le mah.. hahaz.. yay! tired sia.. so feel like crawling back to bed, thank goodness its fri le, then tml can zzz.. =p

tok to darl ytd, she gg mandurah w/o me!! see! tis kind of fren also got. hmprh! hahz.. sour grapes man.. nvm, i'll visit mandurah in my dreams. ha...

ytd, the ntu person called so i told her i gg tml lor.. even if i not selected for the course no harm gg for the free food wad rite.. hee.. ya, n i tink i dun belong to the first batch of students getting selected cos the others got the letter le n i hadn't. nvm lo.. i'll wait for my turn then. :)

sian.. i dun wan go work!! dunno eh.. i feel like i'm juz picking up things tt ppl nv finish n do.. sigh.. nvm, next week when there's more things to look forward to when i knockoff, mayb i'll feel better. =)

oh collected the sentosa pics the day b4. woAH.. pretty! nice! cute! sexy babes!!! =p

no songs today.. mind in a blank. lazy to tink. mayb laters then. chaoz~

U held my hand @[8:27 AM]

Thursday, April 22, 2004

still in office.. trying to fix my blog cos my archives cannot see eh.. but like wadeva i do also not working.. haiz.. also, waiting for the others to finish work then can go home le.. kinda slacking today, cos i feeling lazy today so no mood to work. heng also not much things to do lo.. partly also bcos lyn sick n she go home early, so she not here to gimme things to do when she tink i free.

anyway, heard xian say those invited to the tea reception on sat is for APPLICANTS, so i being invited doesn't mean anything at all. not like i'm selected oredi unless i recieved the letter tat pl n xian got la. kinda felt the ballon deflated when i sorta floating up le. haz.. but nvm, we'll wait n see wad haps.

darl: hav tons n tons of fun and take lotsa pics!!! =)

U held my hand @[5:59 PM]

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

hey, mayb tis song is more suitable.. =)

And my heart is breaking
juz for u, juz for u..
And my arms are open
juz for u, juz for u..


U held my hand @[9:24 AM]

hurry hurry!! hahaz.. in office now, frantically typing.. bro's com spoil too. wad the * rite. hahz.. cant live on w/o a com man.. so yeah.. there's gonna to be less updates these few days, anything better msg me n not leave a comment, cos the possibillity of me reading it soon is low. :)

well not feeling tt pain on the shoulders le.. n *cross fingers* i haven peel YET. ha.. nose got a little peeling thou. but i've been faithfully applying moisturizer everyday la..

got good news ytd n was like dying to tell the whole world. not trying to rub salt in anybody's wound but i sorta got a place in ntu lo!!! *beams* recieved an email ytd(eating snake in office) asking me to go ntu sch of civil n environmental engine on sat for high tea!! feeling excited cos its my first choice n i made it into my first choice! am so glad i recieved the email cos shi, mei n others got the mail le n i haven til ytd..

ah mei: really? well if u wan i've got all of it uploaded in yahoo photos. u can go copy in ur com then. =)

kok: hey babe, i noe u may not read tis soon. but u alrite? y u nv call back when i called u ytd? dun make me worry can..

darl: all i can say is i'm sorry u gg thru all those shit. but smile for me will ya? =p

few ppl has been gg thru a rough patch recently, they may not read my blog but tis song is for them.. not really related thou, juz a song i like. heez..

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right


U held my hand @[9:21 AM]

Monday, April 19, 2004

rite, start from ytd..

ytd: went sentosa, not much happenings la.. basically we were juz tanning n playing in the water. no volleyball also.. took pics too!! =) ate mashed potatoes from the 7-11 there. nice! oh n guess wad we saw? we saw these ang mohs changing on the beach sia!! i nv even see any at rotto, to tink i'll see it rite at home, at sentosa!! hhahz.. then we got kinda solemn cos we saw tis pretty malay gal wif her left leg gone til the knee there. not bad thou, still can play in the water. hope she's doing good. n we conclude tt the amputation is due to a motor accident. haz.. smart alecks huh.. walked ard wif pl to see got any volleyballs for rent n saw my cousin!! took pic wif her too! then we washed up ard 4 for our lunch cum dinner at 5. hahz.. n pl lost my toe ring!!!! *sadED* sorry ah mei~ i gave it to her to keep then...

now: BURNT! shoulders n the chest area lorz.. ytd had such a hard time slping.. but not as bad as the time my class went sentosa. my face is ok so far.. hee.. trying to put moisturizer on back but cant reach. hahaz.. so comical me..

ah mei~: photos i emailed to u le u no recieve? if so nvm la, i washed adi anyway, juz gotta wait til i pass to u lo..

mike: ahem ahem.. darl said BS.. so u two can go fight it out k.. juz not in my blog. hahaz.. =p

darl: thanx again.. the blogger advert looks ok to me. any changes will not be done soon i tink.. n u got into MY haloscan too!! hmprh!!! will post the photos another time. gotta go work le. u hav fun in ur FAV sub computing k. hiak.. i'll call u soon.

U held my hand @[8:22 AM]

Sunday, April 18, 2004

muahaha... credit goes to jeri....
yes, i hacked into ur account and do ur template.

well, i juz did it and wad u can make changes to are...
- ur haloscan settings
- ur imood
-stauts bar words
- the angel words
-all i wan words

beautiful? similar to mine, but alot of hardwork okie!!! and the same error. the blogger advert still halfway.
enter once to end post. if enter twice too many spaces. okie.
hope u had fun tanning and nice surprise to ur blog. that's frm a sick gal, ME.
*peace out*

U held my hand @[4:29 PM]

Saturday, April 17, 2004

feeling hot sia.. stupid weather has been blardy hot for many days man.. wore a spag strap today n dun even feel cold..

met kok for lunch today.. lucky she wan go out, if not i rot at home ar.. went marche!! yum yum.. lets see, we shared soup, soft-shell crab, rosti, mashed potatoes and one barcardi lime each. told kok i'm gonna blog tis out. hiak.. SOMEONE hor.. sick still drink cold drink la.. then ar, only hafway thru one bottle dunno WHO WHOLE face RED leh.. muahahha....

passed kok the photos then we shopped ard.. heeren the annex closing sia.. temporary only la cos they renovation.. lucky we went today, if not we next time still ben ben go there.. went to look for xiao ying too.. goonz me totally forgot i got go the saloon before. took kok to cine n realised xy is at lido! haz! guess wad? we say lynette working at mambo inside isetan at lido. sounds long hor? ha..

ate so much today.. we went gelare eat ice cream too!! haiz.. needa exercise soon man.. been saying n saying but i nv do one lei.. hee..

mike: ya i enjoying life ar.. u wan join me izzit? ha.. she can strangle u by all means.. i dun care.. lalala... muahhaha...

darl: my turn now.. u DRINK MORE WATER kk.. take care alrite.. =huggies=

U held my hand @[8:47 PM]

morn.. woke up from a weird dream sia.. dreamt of weird ppl too.. ppl i've not seen for years man.. so darn eerie.. worst is i cant see the faces clearly, yet i noe who they are!! eeks..

today my whole body is aching like worst? ytd i climbed the stairs ar also like 10 times eh.. n was so darn busy la.. i seriously faxed the WHOLE aftnoon away. n i haven finish lor.. need to continue on mon somemore.. tink i faxed like 200 statements ytd!!

oh btw i collected the photos le.. nice!! tink i nv say i took the memory card to develop in the first place rite? ha.. anyway, when free n we meeting up, ppl pls ask me to bring kk... each piece is 40 cents... :)

ytd was so tired i dunno y, slpt at 10 plus la.. then kok reply me sumtink i cant rem wad also.. die.. hahaz.. then today no prog sia.. dunno she wan go out not.. sigh.. i so bored...

tml gg sentosa lo!! yippee!!! still tinking wad i shld wear eh.. kok kept psychoing me to buy tube/bandeur(liddat spell?) n wear.. how embarassing..

U held my hand @[10:49 AM]

Friday, April 16, 2004

almost cant wake up today.. dunno y m so tired eh.. my body's aching like shit. but i nv do anything ytd nite k.. *winks* aching in the arms i understand, cos muz be ytd carry the files ard..

and ar, ytd xian n joyce sick la, so the whole office darn busy.. i ate my lunch like at 130? by the time i hungry til full le.. haz.. n the hor fun so big packet. everything is very big portion lor.. i was saying the market muz be cater to giants one.. ha..

ya so went to cut my hair ytd.. sigh... not very nice.. shall not take so many pics man.. was kinda angry at myself cos i damn coward, dun dare to cut too short. but kok looks good thou. so yeah, at least got one good thing out of it. then we went delifrance for dinner. shopped ard then saw two nike top i so like.. one is black, sleeveless, like a track team top. inside got wads that called? bra sewn in it? hahahz.. sounds weird. ya anyway i like la.. costs $50.40. then the other one also sleeveless, dark blue, in front got tis shoe. nice! costs $36.90. hai.. ex rite.. so mayb i see how much i get for salary then give meself a little treat bah.. now's only middle of month thou.. *dreams on*

gg to work le.. today no tuition, joe said his son cried n say dun wan tuition. how spoilt can the son be man? die... good also cos the tv show today last episode then i can watch le. yay!

u know: long time no chat mate! if free i'll call today/tml/some other time. haz.. life's BBOORRRIINGGG....

U held my hand @[8:29 AM]

Thursday, April 15, 2004

home.. gonna K.O on my bed later.. am so shag..

but first, today had lotsa fun. whether in office or outside.. food was good. had fun trying to cook too. then met the gang for karaoke session at kbox. the fun we had, the silly things i/we did/say/sang will only be destroyed if i try to find words to describe it. seriously i'm speechless if i were to put it nicely n everything cos my limited vocab cmi. also there's so much i wanna say i dunno start from where.. then there's tis cute waiter working there.. *hmm* mayb we can go again soon.. *grins*

yeah n today found out some saddening news.. mao mao's leaving on fri le.. so fast rite.. she gg to adelaide to study, so she quit pj like last mth? n i juz found out today.. anyway ya.. missing her oredi.. y ppl always 'shi qu le cai dong de zhen xi'? sigh... wished i could hav seen her one last time..

damn shag.. tml still gonna cut hair. shall go to bed now with a smile on my face n a tear in my eye.. :'')

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change (did u?)
Keep on thinking things will always be the same (i dun now)
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound (how true..)
And i keep thinking of that night in june (not in jan, in aussie??)
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon and there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair (sounds fam?)
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever (to all my frens who bother reading tis song)
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man? (will pl becum an eng tcher?)
Can heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan? (will mag becum a princess? *pukes*)
I keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? (mayb..)
Can we survive it out there? can we make it somehow? (we CAN!!)
I guess i thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when i leave this town (i seriously hope not)
I keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly


U held my hand @[12:40 AM]

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

konichiwa.. ytd got nth to blog.. today we're having a mini potluck in office. eating potato salad n western food for lunch. we cooking sia.. yay.. gg to office a little earlier today cos i leaving earlier. liddat then got $$ wad.. hee..

kok's sick wor.. msg her twice n i tot once. turn out she got recieve but nv reply only n her hse there power trip. i guess the same hap to shi? gg cut hair wif kok tml. i booked le eh. ard 630.. hope we can make it n kok recover le.. take care ar gal..

got pimples outbreak sia.. whole left forehead.. haiz... needa go facial man, been saying since dunno when lor.. lazy bum..

i wish i was there when u needed me.. i wish i could help when u needed help.. but its so damn irritating when i cant do ANYTHING AT ALL..

U held my hand @[8:10 AM]

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

morn! wore my new slippers to work wor.. they say nice! *beams* was busy ytd la, everyday also busy one mah. ha.. but got plagued wif a headache ytd morn. n i got a low standard 'yu rou mifen' yucks.. tasteless.. usually very nice one sia..

ya.. realised on sun tt i forgot to return my book so ytd went to bookdrop it. got fine 30 cents! now my whole card got total fines of 90 cents! big deal rite.. i'm NOT gonna pay tt. at least not now anyway, since they cant make me pay.. muahhaa...

watched a little tv ytd, so funny.. n i starting to hide on my room, behind my books again. FANTASYLAND... hurhur~

shi: kaoz.. see wad haps when i wanna comment in ur LJ.. 'Your IP address (203.125.16.51) is detected as an open proxy (a common source of spam) so comment access is denied. ' wad the?? next time can dun say i nv comment le, not i dun wan to k, is i cannot..

darl: i noe y my template liddat le la.. urs also... cos the imood site 'collapse' le.. anyway i kinda fix it back le.. thanx for helping!!

and ar, can *ahem* stop writing sooo much stuff over-dripping wif honey? i cant outdo him!!! heez.. wonder if he's worst than gav.. nvm, impt part is i better hurry n find one who can write miles longer. hmrph!! =p take care..

U held my hand @[8:25 AM]

Monday, April 12, 2004

morn.. went town ytd to meet yl n gang. was stranded at taka la, cos raining n they're at heeren. din do much. bought a little cake for her n one candle. sat on the bench outside BEST n sang happy birthday. was rushing thru the whole song cos everyone very paiseh wif everyone staring at us as they past. =p

then we went coffee bean n spent the rest of the two hours drinking n chatting. was good, gg ktv on wed lo! bought a pair of slippers for yl. i wasn't there thou.. aft yl left for work, we went far east walk walk cos i wanna buy slippers too. n i got one! thanx to pl who kept psychoing me to buy. very cheap wor.. 7.90 only.. cos i saw a four letter word tat light up my view. SALE!!! hee.. rem tt time in aussie, we ALWAYS cheong to the shop tt has got SALE in it. *beams*

feel like puking now.. weird weird stomach.. dun even noe how i feeling which is bad. mum kept saying go see doc, n i said ok, call 995 bah.. hahaz..

darl: glad u had fun ytd. =p went to search for ur frenship band too, but all no nice. btw, tink sumtink wrong wif my blog. the template i nv do anything but my sidebar all gone. try to do sumtink will ya? thanx.

U held my hand @[8:15 AM]

Sunday, April 11, 2004

gg out soon. so hurriedly blog first. gg to 'sao mu' today at toa payoh i tink. later rushing back to change b4 gg out to meet yl n gang. no $$ on me.. die.. dunno got time to go draw later not.. flu still here, sneezing now.. slpt early ytd but feeling very very tired. now i've really got small eyes. or i oredi got? hee..

darl: thanx sweetie. so glad tat we dun needa speak to understand each other. hope u had fun ytd. hugz.

U held my hand @[7:48 AM]

Saturday, April 10, 2004

stupid day.. i juz simply rotted the whole day away.. been on the com since morn. dunno how i managed it.. darn lousy mood too, no reason wadsoeva. juz plain feeling shit. so peeps, dun disturb me k, later i explode unnecessarily n offend u ppl.. juz leave me alone...

李偉菘 / 詞:李偉菘 廖瑩如
站在你背後 感動又難過
這個人一開始也愛過
不知為什麼
突然間覺得沒有你沒有愛最快樂
如果你問我 想要些什麼
我會說我想要風平浪靜
慢慢的摸索 一天天的過
但是我們想的畢竟不同
oh~oh~oh~oh~oh~
想什麼 要什麼 別問我
Can you leave me alone
Na Na Na Na Na Na....
oh~oh~oh~oh~oh~
想什麼 要什麼 別問我 
Can you leave me alone
我不想要誰給我快樂
因為快樂總帶給我不快樂
我們不是做錯 只是不知所措
So please 這一刻
讓我走 Can you leave me alone


U held my hand @[6:22 PM]

head spinning, broken zzz.. in a 'gong' state now.. woke up too early or shld i say slpt too late? ahhaz.. slpt at 2 plus man.. did the pics taken ytd n wait for my bro wait til i cant tahan n pengz.. lucky got pl pei me tok on phone.. or i pei her.. poor gal, marking in the middle of the nite n toking to me.. hee.. been a long time since i last tok to someone til so late le. hurhur~

not gg out today, yl not free.. mayb i can rest. kinda doubt it thou.. toking to darl now, sorry if i'm not making an effort. staring at the com screen like a silly ass too.. sigh..

suddenly rem tt i forgot to say i got a little pressie from kok ytd.. hahaz.. nice little necklace tt i honoured her by replacing her necklace wif my 'M' for ONE day. muahhaha...

miss being driven ard.. miss being disturbed in the morn.. miss u bad...

U held my hand @[10:56 AM]

Friday, April 09, 2004

whoo~ went shopping!! nv buy anything thou.. hahaz.. ate lotsa rubbish food too. throat pain the whole day oredi.. act see no pt in blogging the happenings today. almost everyone noe wad hap le cos either their there, or i told them le. hahahz.. so shall not blog. cos i so tired le.. :p

Close your eyes
Give me your hand
Darling, do you feel
My heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Is this burning?
An eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be darling
I watch you when you're sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?

But is this burning (burning)?
An eternal flame
Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
Of all life so lonely
Then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling


U held my hand @[11:42 PM]

morn!! still sick.. but feeling much better lo.. juz finished bathing, gg out at 11.. very tired ytd sia.. shi called then she say my voice very bad. ha.. sexy ar? muahha... then i still muz wait for shi to tell me today's plan, cos kok not home yet. but aft she called me, i peng on bed immediately.. hee..

gg shopping later!! *excited* gg to the glass hse for dinner too. hope not much ppl there.. *prays* happening day sia.. wan to get slippers too. hope i get one tt's cheap and nice. sounds impossible? hehe..

lalala.. so now aft my down period, its gg up again lo.. so mayb aft tis week, next week will hav a bad day too. haha.. *touchwood*

k, gtg go get ready le.. tata~

U held my hand @[10:35 AM]

Thursday, April 08, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINNIE!!!

was feeling ok in office, juz a couple of sneezes n coughs. even feeling good at pj.. then go driving centre 360 degree change. somemore rain AGAIN. everytime i go there cept my first time it rains lor.. reached there ard 5 so gotta wait for the next session at 6. anyway ytd was so terribly infatuated wif tis cute (i tink so) guy i saw immediately aft i push the door to go into the centre. mayb cos i feeling darn bad, so when i see him its like 'tada' but pl say he not tt cute. hmrph.. i dunno wad make me turn n look at him also but i tink he got the 'blur' face as pl said or wad i wld said as silly look. heez.. then i insist on calling him 'sha gua'

so we went to the canteen to pass time. and in tt time span of 50 mins, the sha gua dunno walk past the canteen how many times. mayb he first time go lor so its like he dunno wad he shld do. was telling pl he walk past many times le. shld hav counted. then once he stop at the counter outside, me n pl both turn n look at him then he saw!! paiseh sia..

yup, n we went to the session to do practice. me first time there. lucky i nv make a fool of myself cos got pl there. 100 mins sia the session. stare at the screen til my eyes almost cross again. ha.. the aircon so powderful inside too, i was sniffing n coughing thruout n the room is so quiet. then aft tt we went for the evaluation at 750. but no space le so we chose to wait, which turn out to be the wrong choice. i started to feel really bad. head spinning n stuff, gastric attacking. cos i was fasting tt day. ate only two of kel's sandwich. so when our turn came at 820, i was trying hard to concentrate on the qns. do do do, turn out we dunno do wad paper n not the evaluation. pengz rite. i only got 1 mistake lor.. so we do the correct one aft tt. ard 840. tis time rd really cant take it. i finished the whole thing cum checking every qn once in 10 mins. pl was like woah, u power ar.. then i walked out n waited for pl outside. any longer i wld hav juz peng inside. then my result lousy sia.. got 75 only.. hai.. n pl got full marks. hmprh..

was dreading to go home alone n we still gotta go book the BTT first. its on 27th april, 2nd session. then the stupid bus only come at 940. so we decided to walk? i'm amazed tt i act did all those things n still managed to walk to the station. but thruout the whole journey there's tis silly grin plastered on my face cos i kept rem tt sha gua look. heez.. anyway told pl i'll forget the look two days later. its oredi fading as i sit here typing.. nvm.. he's juz one of the ppl we see everyday n dun stay in our life.

got home n almost died. hurriedly bath n saw the parcel! its NICE k the calender.. n called darl to give her a piece of my mind when i saw the 'letter' haha.. cant rem wad else i 'mumbled' to her le cept was telling her how cute the guy was. mayb i'll see him again at the centre.. *silly grin*

din wanna wake up today. ytd din slp well. was tossing in bed. u noe tt feeling best darl.. so now gg to work. yes, i gg to work.. nvm gg out tml le. yay!

song for today:

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round


U held my hand @[8:35 AM]

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

SICK.. tada!! i really sick k.. dun tink is fake one liao. ytd in office sneezing whole time sia. then got home a little sore throat. by the time pl called me i block nose le. then throat pain pain. slping time, was worst.. told darl i feeling darn bad n y she not here to pei me. haha... sorry ar, feeling silly now bout tt. n today? coughing my lungs out too now as i type.. ytd really tt suay man.. hope today dun continue wor..

okok.. thou i sound very sick, i still dun look/feel very sick YET. ppl always say i sick dun look sick. ha.. taking haf day off today ye.. gg down pj to wait for tt pl cos bb got sports day there. then aft tt gg down driving centre n do the practise paper. so qiao hor.. my pri/sec/junior sch all together at one place today. haz..

yay! today's wed lo!! this week oredi so short cos of good fri n here i am taking haf day off. haha.. weekend's coming!!

darl: u wad? good ar u.. liddat count as telling me ar.. hmprh.. u beta do some explaining when u call.. =p hee.. joking.. u happy good enough. but i wld say not so fast man.. falling down is painful n falling down OFTEN is worst. dun take my words too negatively thou. u noe i'll still love u... =)

U held my hand @[8:25 AM]

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

SHIT day.. taking the chance b4 i knockoff to blog..

first in the morn, the diskette i held in my hand when i climb up the stairs flew outta my hand into the NARROW, DARK, DUSTY, DIRTY, EEKY space beside the stairs. thank goodness su an n her dad came to my rescue n 'dig' out the disk.

then me n another colleague went to 'da bao' lunch. turn out we not enough money when before we left i told her 'can la its enough'. again lucky got su an dad ard.. then he lent us money. got back to office n found out that we, or rather i, bought an extra pack. so me n su an together ate 3 packs.

i really owe su an one tis time. all the incidents indirectly got her helping in the end.

izzit really true tt good/bad things come in threes? sigh... thou i wld say the three incidents are not really bad. but to hav all of it happen together in one day is too much.. make me so fan.. cant wait for fri to come. n today's only tues. working haf day tml man. gotta take a break. meeting pl, i hope. missing the clique.. lucky we meeting on fri. and then its a long weekend plus darl's call..

U held my hand @[6:17 PM]

gd morn.. my mum got me the bag!!! in case u guys din noe, i saw a bag tt i tink quite nice on sat, then ytd my mum went to buy it! yay!

ytd wasn't really a busy day, so went to help pack cos it was busy for xian. she needa go warehse n help as one colleague took urgent leave. then we went crystal jade for dinner! met up wif old n new colleagues then we found out its the auntie's bdae, so me n su an go buy a cake. we sang happy birthday in the restaurant too! fun! took pics wif my new toy! *beams* i wish u cld see my new toy.. sigh..

then ar we cant finish the food so we play the 'zong ji mi ma' hurhur~ i was so lucky! nv once did i tio, n all the other 8 ppl kena. in the end they also trick me, say i big winner muz eat also. hmprh..

hm.. good to see nan yong again thou she my neighbour, i also very long no see her le. hav a feeling she tink i very cute. not bhb la, but really.. she keep laughing at my silly antics/words which i dun realise is silly til she laughs.. ha.. overall a very fun day. all of us acting like 'sotplugs' which is siao as i learn from the malaysians.. :)

hair very thick again le.. mayb go storm n cut. got promo. cut/wash/blow only 14 bucks wor.. hm..

oh, did i mention tt my slippers broke? SAD man.. it brought me to almost all my exciting adventures in aus n it BROKE... :''( it BROKE... ok, today shall be the moaning(ops, mourning) day for it.. =p

today got no plans wor.. as usual. haha.. mourning time!! i dun sound sad do i? but i reeealllly REALLY am sad tt the slippers broke. yea..

see? i'm late again.. so no time to put songs up. anyway today blog too much too. yea. bye!

darl: its tues oredi!! few more days alrite. ganbatte!!

U held my hand @[8:38 AM]

Monday, April 05, 2004

HAPPY BDAE JING SHI!!!

lalala... ytd pl n kel came over to chill out. watched one vcd. starsky n hutch. only passable i wld say. some parts are plain stupid and some are not censored too. hahhaz.. then scv got another movie which we watch. some chi show. nicer than the movie we watched. haha..

then we fooled ard, flip photos in my room. guess wad they say? they say my room NOT messy. too polite ar the two.. like i believe.. ha.. oh we played wif my new toy too! finally persuaded kel to take pics. she kept hiding from us. took wif pl too. sweet! tink my new toy kinda cool. i'm Sooo in love wif it. can record movies one le.. playing so much wif it. hope the batt lasts till yl bdae thou.. =P

ytd had a stupid feeling. u noe, a 'i haven finish my homework n tml got sch le' feeling? haha.. go on, laugh at me... hee.. cant help it wad.. too sudden le. then i still blur at tt moment.

gg to work soon.. haf way thru my deodorant le, the adidas one. dun seem to b able to find it. sadz.. but pl say she'll help me find. yay..

heard another song on tv ytd. first, its happy together in heineken. now is are u gonna be my gal in pod? yup yup yup.. putting the lyrics on again.. =p

Go!!

So 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine.

I say you look so fine
that I really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4,5,6 c'mon and get your kicks
now you dont need that money
when you look like that, do ya honey.

Big black boots,
long brown hair,
she's so sweet
with her get back stare.

Well I could see,
you home with me,
that you were with another man, yea!
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?

U held my hand @[8:11 AM]

Sunday, April 04, 2004

hey.. so wanna blog, but cant seem to get the words out clearly.. guess i'll juz leave it till another time or something. life's pretty good for now. but that dun seems the case for my frens. so yeah, tis song is for u n all u guys..

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do

For the morning sun in all it's glory
greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
and somehow you make it better
ease my troubles that's what you do
There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one


U held my hand @[10:12 AM]

Saturday, April 03, 2004

feeling so FULL... ate dim sum for lunch. then went to bowl. my ball wif KT so i use hseball lor.. turn out i play better than using my own ball. haha.... then go giant buy tidbits. came home n watch soccer. man u won!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! ate dinner. a little hor fun, some hokkien mee, fried rice, prawn crackers, haf pack skittles, dessert, one mouth of durian. hmm... wan join me for durian darl?? hiak... see the durian i rem u say u wan eat. sigh...

FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U held my hand @[9:39 PM]

bloggie bloggie.. cant rem wad to blog eh.. so mayb tok crap here lor.. kinda tired thou i've slpt for dunno how long today. n my stomach feeling bloated sia.. mayb tt's y at nite nv slp well thou i've slpt very long.. hai...

juz realised tt it's been sometime since i last talk to kok they all le. hope they're doing well. i'm doing pretty good at the moment. juz kinda miss them thou. so KOK come back from malaysia muz rem to call me k..

yeah.. now feeling sian. no one's on cept darl, but she busy too doing her report.. so tink i go watch tv le bah. au revoir!

U held my hand @[7:18 PM]

ohayo! rem tt time i say my com go repair? juz heard my dad say his fren REALLY took it to reformat le.. :'''( ALL my pics... so today is moaning day. haha..

nah.. its done oredi, no point moaning, anyway thing is the hard disk is changed too eh. muhahaha... to bigger space now. so happy.. i can put many many things inside le.. ALSO, the digicam rite.. haaa.. is sort of MINE now. cos my dad say: 'the cam ar, put in ur room k.' aft he taught me how to use n stuff. muahahhah... yay! =) overjoyed sia.. wadeva cam it is, as long as i got one good enough, dun hafta hiam too much. *beams*

darl: thou i'm not a liverpool fan, i've always liked their slogan: u will never walk ALONE.

U held my hand @[9:50 AM]

Friday, April 02, 2004

arg!! bad day.. late for work(which is normal, hee..) ran up n down for at least 10 times today. heavy rain then walk to warehse which is flooded n muz take umbralla. kept doing wrong things plus typing errors. got cramps somemore. then got suan bout my SMALL eyes. in short, a MISERABLE day. :( good thing is i got hot milo to drink and i knock off early at 550. :)

guess i really is being SILENTLY transferred upstairs. wasn't officially informed thou.. anyway, tink i really am hard to satisfy. cos got many things to do, i complain busy, no things to do, i complain i slack. hmprh..

now stomach still a little pain pain. trying hard not to reach for tt panadol. no appetite for dinner sia.. but also good la, every month got a few days i on diet. ha..

been listening to class 95 everyday. so many nice songs ard, they juz catch u so unexpectedly.. there's gonna be more in future too. sigh.. here's another one..

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way


U held my hand @[7:23 PM]

shag.. din slp well ytd sia.. no good man, i wan to feel rested.. somemore i now kept being asked to go upstairs do things. no more slacking for me le. instead its becoming worst cos i one day dunno run up n down how many times.. :(

went nokia.com n saw the phone kelson say nice. not bad sia.. make me gian to change my phone liao.. and i've still got two more years to go.. haz..

nth to blog. chaoz!

U held my hand @[8:27 AM]

Thursday, April 01, 2004

gd'day.. phew.. checked the applic thingy again b4 i knockoff ytd n saw tt they finally recieved my payment le.. heng sia..

as u can see from the time, i'm oredi late le, so BYE!!!

darl: did the surprise make u miss me more now? hahah.. sorry a bit sot now.. =p

oh heard a song tt i tink is nice ytd.. not new song thou, dunno who sing one too..

i wanna be with you
everyday every night every moment when u kiss me goodbye
i wanna be with you
去吹风 去看海
everything's gonna be so fine


U held my hand @[8:37 AM]