Monday, March 01, 2004

ARG!!! so feel like screaming! the waiting is making me crazy. not tt i wan to noe the results very much. but not noeing when is bloody making me crazy. so fan le.. feel like knocking my head against the wall. dun seem to be able to concentrate much. my mind keeps wandering further n further. sigh..

well, waiting now to see if darl's gonna call. bet she'll be too slpy n tired to talk. rite sillygoose? hee..

anyway ytd went to cut hair rite then i looked down the blk(15 storeys) n realised tt if i wan to die. i WONT jump off from 15 storeys. so scary.. i suddenly feel light-headed then. din noe i got phobia of height.. sometimes i wonder y ppl are still living when death is supposed to be good according to some religions. Why? WHY??

k, shall continue to wait n see if the call will come. =p

U held my hand @[9:25 PM]