Thursday, February 05, 2004

sian.. i dun wan go see doc leh.. nvm.. die liao then say.. *ouch* sorry la darl, can feel u knocking my head le.. =P

sad.. i these few days so bored, no tv no com no nth cept rot in my room.. tinking n tinking.. i really very tired le. freaking tired... dun wan to tink le.. i wan to slp.. slp.. slp..

toking to xian ytd, dunno y lead to baby photos. n as usual i tink too much.. i like babies or little kids alot le. esp the eyes.. cant explain properly but the eyes i see make me look at them again.. i realised tt its the innocence in their eyes tt make me look again. n the innocence they hav is something tt i (we) hav lost years ago.. sigh... how good it is to be like a child again.. away from strangers, from the stupid world.. i noe our r/s(wif anyone) will nv be the same again like last time. i've changed, ppl've changed too. nth's the same. time for me to grow up man n i shld juz stop looking back. but i cant help but go down the memory lane once again... cos everything in the future is damn unpredictable n i'm seriously so scared of it.. i juz wanna hid in my room n not get out sometimes...

darl: hope everything's gg well wif u n *. do wadeva u tink is rite.. i noe u not gonna call tonite. but u can sms me anytime(i mean anytime k) tell me bout it soon la. u noe how much u mean to me too. *muackz*

ok i'll cut the bullshit.. shall go slp now..

U held my hand @[11:47 PM]