Sunday, December 14, 2003

found out something tt i'm not pleased wif, n noeing the truth really hurts.. i dunno wad to say, dunno wad to tink, dunno wad to do. all i noe is tt, i'm usually angry for like 5 secs but tis time round its definitely more than tt.

izzit bcos the times i've been angry for 5 secs are over things/ppl tt i dun care about, but when i'm angry for a longer period, its bcos i care bout U much more?

i'm trying so hard to forgive U, to find an excuse to wadeva U did. but its so fuking diff! yes, i'm glad tt at least u told me, but not when u noe i'll be mad n still go ahead wif it! wtf were u tinking man? mayb its not tt serious to u but thank goodness it's not ultra serious or i cant imagine how i'll react. pls, PLS at least tink over wad u did alrite...

sigh... took such a long time to finish tis blog tt its now sunday.. so yeah.. i'm not angry now. i cant stay angry for even one day anyway. n well, sorry for the harsh lanugage used, sorry for being grumpy in msn, sorry for making life tt haf hour diff for u. i hope everything will be fine soon cos i still love u lots n i hope u do too...

U held my hand @[12:27 AM]