Thursday, October 23, 2003

no go sch today to.. see no pt in gg when no teaching anymore. but later gg JJ to study wif yl they all. hope its fruitful n i've got a target set by kok to meet. so nice rite she pushing me to study now...

woke up from a WEIRD dream. cant rem much but i can only rem me at sum place like a sch or sumtink n watching pri sch kids performing. then when i was leaving the place, i saw winnie. shocked to see her of course n she had a funny look on her face like sumtink bad is gg to/had happened. so in my dream, i hugged her n said long time no see, n i said u looked very thin n i meant it lor. like a walking spirit, she was worst than when she was in sec1. then only a hug mah so fast fast let go but she like dun wan let go, almost clinging on me n telling me things but i cant hear anything!!!!!!!!!!! so scared!! dunno if sumtink bad will happen to her not... seriously worried bout her but i went frenster n she wrote my testimonial which din show wad she's feeling thou. so... m i being paranoid?!?!?

hope she's alrite*cross fingers* cos i really got no time now to care for ppl when i can't even take care of myself! so everybody, pray tt she's okie ar~


U held my hand @[11:47 AM]